friday night. the stupid number appeared again. this time round, he hanged up when i picked up the call.

its irritating!

喜欢一个人的时候。。

the feeling of falling in love.
心动的时候。

you would want to sms him. if exchanging sms, you would anxiously wait for his reply. you would check your handphone every now and then. probably every 10 seconds.. lol!

if he doesn't reply, you would begin to suspect things.. if the sms did not get sent out? if he did not receive? you begin to check your sent items.. begin to suspect if your handphone is spoilt.. hahaha!

that is the feeling of falling in love..

sweet isn't it? can get unbearable at times.. e feeling of having it and not having it at times..

barbeque!

saturday. ys got bbq and chalet at chevrons. i brought ah boy to swim.. so excited! he enjoyed himself although scared initially.. heard that he slept immediately till next morning when he reached home.. lol!

i stayed in the chalet. had bbq food. glad that i stayed. wasn't feeling too well in the early afternoon, wanted to leave immediately after ah boy's swim. but decided to stay on. felt better when i was playing mahjong.. opps! hahaha

well did felt abit left out.. afterall i was the only girl around. the guys din really talk to me, well perhaps they were shy? hahaha.. but they did "warm" up a little in the end.

wanted to have a second round of mahjong.. but there was a family gathering at my hse the next day, so decided to go home early at 1am plus..

din really talk to wq.. cos when he reached, i was already playing mahjong.. actually the second round of mahjong was with him, but then i decided to go home, so i din really talk to him...

on friday, before the chalet thingy, i was really excited abt it and i told elmo abt the chalet at chevrons and that i was bringing ah boy, my mum and my sis along to my friend's chalet. she commented that my this "friend" sounded like my future husband.. maybe she meant that why my "friend" din mind me bringing my family along to the chalet..

after hearing what elmo said, i almost changed my mind abt bringing my family to ys chalet.. cos i din want the impression of wat future husband! din wan my mum to misunderstand, din wan ys's friends to misunderstand either!

but i went ahead in the end. well, din want to break my promise to ah boy.. and i really felt it was nothing la..

dun think too much wor!

now i really feel like organising one chalet.. either for my friends or family.. i think the chalet at chevrons is not too bad.. can consider! ho ho ho..

明天过后

你问我明天过后会如何
世界若毁灭我们又怎么了

我笑了电影情节太唬人
只有单纯的你相信着

你问我明天过后会如何
冰天雪地里我们怎么活着

我笑了笑你太傻又太笨
但自己心中却决定了

我相信抱着
你的手就温暖了
睡着或醒着
我的手为你加温
就算明天崩塌又如何
我们手握着
外面天再冷
全都由我负责

你问我明天过后会如何
冰天雪地里我们怎么活着
我笑了笑你太傻又太笨
但自己心中却决定了

我相信抱着
你的手就温暖了
睡着或醒着
我的手为你加温
就算明天崩塌又如何
我们手握着
外面天再冷
全都由我负责

也许我有时太傻太呆又太闷
甜言蜜语不是我的风格
但请相信
真心从来不会少一分
多嘴的人
恋爱从不会认真

我相信抱着
你的手就温暖了
睡着或醒着
我的手为你加温
就算明天崩塌又如何
我们手握着
外面天再冷
全都由我负责
这世界再冷
你的心不会冷

haha i went to rent my tie xue bao biao vcd.. can't wait to finish watching the show.. but sometimes i am very scared of chasing this kinda drama cos when u reached the ending, its like some kinda of lost.....

ah feng is really fortunate hor.. to have such a 4th master to feel so much and care for her.. i cry whenever i watch a touching scene.. i cry and cry.......

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massage!

woo went for my first massage today.. it was good i think, well i din have any previous times to compare with .. haha

dinner with lc at clementi.. i saw yong pa.. with his wife and daughter and granddaughter.. i guess he wasnt as weak as i imagined him to be.. hmm..

i reached home and guess what? the stupid man's number appeared again.. i accepted the call and .. yes, its his background noise AGAIN! ... this time, i was feeling real frustrated and irritated and hanged up his call and i left him a sms "pls stop calling me and letting me hear ur background noises.. thks"

fierce right? i hesitated abt sending that sms.. but then i dun wan myself to keep thinking whenever i received his call..

81980615

this number appeared on my phone today.. during lunchtime

it was him again. yes, again. the first time was his birthday, he called me, asking for another person.. this time, i was hearing his background noise throughout but in bits and pieces (well, i guess reception was poor)..

why must he appear when i am trying my best to forget him? but i think i can get over it pretty fast this time..

frankly speaking, i was totally lost when i saw his number and "on the line" with him.. my heart was thumping so hard. i thought he was looking for me, i thought he had something to tell me.. i thought..

nah, i wont let myself be sleepless over him again.. i am just angry that he keeps dialing the wrong number again and again..

i hate pisces!

living in a world of their own. not sure of their own feelings. not initiative, waiting for things to happen.

sigh.. what a tough person to deal with.

he wasn't free last week. i asked him for dinner today and he's not free again.

"this week i not free leh. next week shld be okay"

have i missed it? maybe or maybe not. still testing out right now.

kinda tired now.. tired of work, pressure, life.. tired of facing the many things in life.. tired of being an adult. being an adult means you got to know how to face certain issues in the proper way, making the so-called correct decisions and blah blah..

how hard is the growing up process..