saturday. i met sx at suntec. my appetite was lousy, but managed to swallow a bowl of shrimp noodle at crystal jade.

thereafter we went to play pool at marina. he had to go a wedding dinner so i reached home early.

funny thing? lc was also at marina with her friends. i sms her before that and i tot of meeting up with her. but i guess it wasnt a good idea since i was already with sx. nvm.. in the end, i really bumped into her near kbox. hahaha!!

巧遇！！！

ok.. you are the first friend who saw 五个字。
hahaha!

ME

Simple girl, who wishes to lead a peaceful life. Feels that i am not the sort of girl that you want. Not that i dun have confidence in guys, I just dun have confidence in myself. I have no confidence that i can keep a relationship going, that i can keep a guy devoted to me.

I can rely on a person very much but once i lose the pillar, it will be very hard on me. I have been through once and am not sure if i can get over it a second time.

I wish to fall in love, get attached, get married and have kids. I know that is my parents' wish too. I also want to assure them that there's someone taking good care of me so that they can rest easy.

friday. i took leave today! to cook my japanese food. hehehe!

want to know the result? well, i think i put too much water, the rice was wet lor. but my teriyaki chicken was okay, just abit too oily. hahhaa! so in the end, my fan tuan din work out cos the rice was too wet, just couldn't stick together, haiz!

but nvm, i shall try again. next time, i shall put less water. hahaha!

after much hard work and efforts, my friend finally came to find me! hahaha.. but i think i put in too much effort liao, pain lor! -_-'''

sat night. played mahjong with ys, ic and our long-lost wq! hahaha..

but baby boy was damn tired and think not concentrating bah, or came to be santa claus? hahaha.. think the last time i saw him was in may bah. hmm, another six months before i can see him again lor...

sunday night. went out, bought a watch for dad.

food food and more food!!

having lots of food cravings this week, esp my cha soba! been craving for it since the begining of the week.

met ys for lunch on tuesday. finally met him for lunch after so many times, hahaha! but i dragged nicole along. kekeke!

yeah and i ate my cha soba on friday! but we were feeling damn full at the end of lunch. hahaha!

friday night. we went out for supper, with ys, nicole and ching. went to changi village for nasi lemak. finally ate the nasi lemak at the stall that i wanted. yeah! but perhaps we were too hungry or what, at the end of it, our stomachs were churning like nobody's business.

funniest thing. there were 4 of us. and ys ordered like 30 sticks of satay! ... his estimation is really bad lor. we din finish lah.

wanted to go pool thereafter. but then, we just headed home after food.

have yet to thank ys for driving us all the way to changi village and all the way back. hahaha, opps!

"why are your moody days more than your happy days? i wish it can be the other way round."

五个字。

i want to write something. but i dunno what to write. i dun wish to say that i am moody again. but i AM moody...again.

over?

man can be moody over career, money, woman. but woman can only be moody over one thing, that is man.

changes. then stagnant. changes. then stagnant again. what is happening?

saturday. went out with nicole. we went to watch secret at the new cathay. yeah! finally watched this movie, quite nice leh! the storyline very new and fresh.

before that, we went shopping. hahaha! went to see all the branded stuff. and now, i am missing the LV saleya - medium size in damier canvas (white)! i like the white so much when it first came out. its so so nice!!! or maybe i should just get the simple coin pouch first if i dun have the monies yet.. hahaha!!

attention!! if anyone is or know of anyone is going to Paris, let me know!! its cheaper over there!!!! hahaha..

went waruku for dinner. hmm, not bad sia!

thereafter we went to sentosa. drank barcardi. spinning headache when we were on our way out. faints! long time since i drank and i think my drinking is getting from bad to worse. hahaha!

sunday morning. woke up early. went to eat dim sum with my parents at harbourfront. and i went to starhub to get my samsung phone!! hahaha.. yeah its charging now!! i can try to use it by tonight. hahaha! happy!

and the happpier thing? ys say he will pay for my phone as my birthday present!!
hahahaha....

一切随缘。
是你的就是你的。

我不想想太多。。

dedicated to... mr koo!

yeah its my boss! he reminded me today, i've been working with him for nearly 4 years. wow! thats long!

actually have always been grateful to him. promoted from BEC to BEB to BEA, i have to really thank him. he's been writing my appraisals all these years. so i guess i just dedicate one entry of my blog to him!

well, we are like friends. i still remember my first impression of him. a lecher. hahaa.. until i attended his wedding, until i worked with him.

a good guy. very nice to his wife. a good boss. he has covered a few of my mistakes already. when the customer was irritated with me, he covered for me, helped me explain to the customer. when i made mistakes, he took it over and settled for me.

thats him.

and today, i guess i was especially touched. i thought he bo chap his work these few months. and he had irritated our big boss recently. dunno is deliberate or what.

it was a case. wasn't under our dept care. just that my big boss was alerted cos he knew the client. my big boss asked me to help. oh well, i was helping until i reached sort of dead end. i din know what to do next..

i asked him for his opinions. aug helped too. mr koo wanted me to send out the email to my big boss today. but i was really brain dead, din know how to phrase, din know what to write, my thoughts wasn't in order.

but mr koo was rushing for time. he highlighted a few points to me which i should include in my email to my big boss, and went off in a rush.

i walked to my place, still trying to sort out my thoughts.

then he came over, helped me to draft the email. then we went home together.

well, i really appreciate his help. he could have just left. but he chose to stay and help me. hahaha, he really treat me as his friend, not just his support staff.

anyway have always wanted to say thanks. i told myself to give him a good treat if i were to leave one day. and, i hope he and his wife can jia you and have a kid soon!

thanks boss!

爱和承诺

女:爱和承诺
女:像指环和花朵
女:你用一生守候
女:等待幸福的结果
男:不能让爱沉默
男:在思念世界探索
女:当感觉岁月磋砣
男:你回头再望着我
女:你的心
男:深情眼神
女:一直在感动我
男:再一次拥抱着我
男:你是来世延续的选择
合:是我心灵最深的寄托
合:爱情是一句承诺一生执着
合:纵然过去缘份亏欠太多
合:在心中一把不灭爱的火
合:依然那么热烈那么缠绵燃烧着
合:等待什么盼望什么
合:一起追求什么分享什么
合:生命里放弃怎么做
合:才能拥有自由拥有幸福和快乐
合:碍…

saturday. woo, a full day for me!

met sx around 1pm plus. we had lunch and watched a movie. actually i wanted to watch the secret. i told him and even told him that i dun watch horror shows. in the end, he went to buy tickets for a horror show. faints!

i really dun watch horror shows lah.. din really enjoyed the show. but then.. aiyah forget abt it lah.

thereafter, arranged to meet nic at sembawang cos we had to go to yue liang baby boy one month celebration. well, i told ys in the morning, and actually i was worried abt nic going from sch to sembawang alone, so i asked ys if he was free to actually acc her the way there. as usual, he was okay. well, if i din have to meet sx, then i would go SIM to go to sembawang together with nic.

in the end, sx acc me to sembawang and acc me for awhile before he went to work. then, nic and ys reached sembawang and i met them.

looks like the road from SIM to sembawang was a loonng one.. hahaha, think both of them lost their way somewhere somewhat.. haha!

saw yue liang! and her baby boy, tanned, big eyes. cute!

we stayed for awhile, and then we were on our way home. ys arranged mj and so he went to my hse direct.

dunno why, everybody was so active and entertaining last night. i kept laughing even at 3am plus. hahaha!

super tired at the end of it. but i thoroughly enjoyed the saturday!!

alot of new things i've done recently.

i went to ubs for interview.. things went well i guess. now, just waiting for the verdict.

sx has been sms-ing me, almost everyday.

when new things are happening, i get nervous, scared excited.

too exciting for me. i can't take it. my stomach can't take it either.

its been throwing tantrums these few days.. :-(

i get terribly upset when i dun have appetite to eat.

hopefully, it will get better. hopefully things will only get better..

hahah!