saturday. gary housewarming. kh picked us up at around 7pm plus.

yes, the house is pretty, the environment is quiet. its as though a place away from the noisy city and surroundings. gives a calm & peaceful feeling.

alright, it was a BBQ. Elmo, Jan and me ended up BBQ-ing. For the first half of the session.. we stood at the pit. Yes, yes, BBQ, we see ppl helping out and we see ppl sitting down doing nothing asking for food.

well well, its a common sight.. and of cos, ppl complain abt food burnt, food not cooked enough.. alright, complain for all u want.. Uncooked, well put it back.. I gave gary "face" and we went on 'happily'... But after awhile, it was getting hot and we gave way.... Time for us to stand around and chat!!

and well, it was 3 months up for someone.. I heard, "pregnant woman cannot eat not very cooked food".... hmm, it was time for everyone to know...
and.. elmo knows abt it liao... i dunno when.. but.. hope she isnt feeling too upset abt it..

ok.. end of gary housewarming. KH gave me a ride to IC hse and sent elmo back home.

IC's place! Yeah, i had planned to go his hse this weekend and I am happy that we managed to do it.. But we over-jio kakis (as IC puts it) but its still alright, well, i can do without mahjong.. i just love the crowd! when everyone's around, especially my close friends...

reached there at abt 9pm plus 10. I was hungry. Got IC to cook mee for Me!

I played in between rounds, standing in for people..
And then, I cooked 3 portions of mee goreng.. Well, as I was standing near the stove, feeling the heat, I feel as though I was cooking the whole night.. Hahahha! But.. Mee goreng is easy to cook...

And the night passed.. Ended at 3am plus.. Slept at 4am.

Sunday. Woke up at 10am. Went temple prayed. And then to NTUC.. I am feeling tired now, plus abit of headache.

Yeah! 1 more week! I was packing my bag... Gosh, I brought alot of things.. Am I overpacking??? Hahhahaha......

its been a week. no sound no picture. and its a mess there.

???? i hope i think too much.. everything's okay right?

if not it will be a sms on monday...


人若在面臨抉擇而無法取捨的時候，應該選擇自己尚未經驗過的那一個。


如果將人生一分為二，前半段的人生哲學是「不猶豫」，後半段的人生哲學是「不後悔]。

i am watching a korea show on channel 56 now...

i see the starry starry sky.. i want to see my starry starry sky... when will that ever be??

17 aug. sunday at ching's house.



15 aug. friday at imm's open carpark.



10 aug. sunday at vivo.


i thought of u. i took the photos.

friday. on half day. went to st regis hotel in the morning.

wahh.. very nice! really a 6-star hotel wor...

oh yah, i went to ikea on monday and i bought a dining table as my computer table.

yeah! finally gotten a big big table. i am siting comfortably on my chair with the laptop on the table.

18 days to my taiwan trip! whenever i am about to go overseas, i am half excited half worried. haahahah.. yes i know it is contradicting.. well, by now, you should know i am REAL contradicting right? LOL..

wednesday. had lunch with pauline.s, elmo and suh.

long time since i saw her. and woo, she's getting married next year!

it was not long ago that i knew she was attached and her bf propose to her recently and they are getting married!

so so happy for her! she seems really happy.. when she talked abt the proposal, her bf, her wedding plans...

i feel even more motivated to leave this dept... only when i leave this dept then i will get attached and married... hahahaha

but it was not long ago that i decided not to get married.. lol... so contradicting of me....

but.. i see her, the happy look on her face and i can feel that her glow on her face shows her happiness.. and that the glow comes from inside... makes me.... happy for her and ... thought of myself too.

saturday. national day. 9 aug. in another month's time, i will be away.. away from home.

had a new haircut. short hair! hahaha.. 三千烦脑丝，所以把它剪了。。


am i really as good as what i sounds.. or am i just simply lazy... or somethings simply spoil my mood.. whatever it is.. i just know that i will have to be responsible for my life.. whatever turns out in future, i will have to face it and its consequences of my actions and decisions now...

friday's here again. its been a busy week. initially i had no mood to work. then in the end, work piled up, so rushed all my stuff midst of the week. and luckily, i had time today to clear all my files.

hey, my compactor looks tidier now!

i have not replied the email. somehow i dunno what to say liao. and suddenly, i feel that a reply from him is pressure cos of a promise, a promise that a reply-back from him has to be prompt... and so, i dragged my reply.

"they might have passed u today, but they sometime come back as another form, or another shape..... its not that they pas u by, but when they come back as another form, all u could remember is the cloud that pass u by, u simply couldn't see the cloud that came back as another form or another shape......"

what is it trying to say? i dun get it.. or maybe i refuse to understand it.