suddenly i feel life is so unfair..

We take care of ah boy.. Suffer his late nights, his sick nights, i even have to pay for his sch fees, milk powder, diapers.... But yet the one's he's fillial to is still his parents... His parents, the ones who spends the least effort to take care of him, or play with him...

Or should we be glad that he's one fillial boy? Or are we the ill fated ones?? Haiz... Or we are not expected to receive when we give??

today is the last day of year 2008.
and before i say happy new year...

i am feeling lonely now.. nowhere to go and so i am at home. nobody close to accompany me today. i am feeling especially lonely today.

a new year is about to start.. what will things be like next year?

and then... happy new year.

sunday. i am down with cold. feeling sick now... plus a headache.

The year is coming to an end.. What have i done this year? Well, i brought my parents overseas (they finally had a chance to fly on a plane, well although its budget airline..) and started a story of my own.

This story belongs to me entirely. Has opened a new friendship for me. there was a possibility of something else happening but... i had turned it down... , which thereafter i have regretted it and have since tried to save it but im not sure if its working.....

But.. Saving it is one thing.. Whether or not it'll lasts or able to move on is another big problem.... Thats my year 2008.

Oh ya i went to taiwan too.. A nice place and somewhere i stayed out of home for one whole week.

And i cut my hair short. I haven been keeping short hair since primary school...

hmm i did quite alot, didn't i? Lol...

next year, the biggest wish i have is... My family members and the person i care for to stay healthy and happy. And i hope to pass my driving!!! And i want to lead a healthy lifestyle.. which includes cooking my own food and exercising!!!
hahahha ;-)

weekends are here. suddenly i feel scared to go home. afraid of meeting the bad atmosphere at home. i mean, sometimes it can be good, it can be bad...

felt like going out.. but i still made my way home in the end.

lucky my sister is not coming back tonight.. at least tonight is peaceful.

当生存是规则，不是你的选择..

i saw a kid on the mrt.. he is very skinny. looks sick. but he is still breathing hard. looking hard at other people, as though very interested in life, interested in this world where he has just been here for a few years...

christmas dinner with shalley n usual gang. We ate at fish n co at bugis.

I was late.. Busy.. Cos covering colleague and i am damn tired now... And im having a headache...

We forgot abt gaius.. Totally forgot.. And i like the thought that im being remembered.

Although its the same ppl everytime, But i still cherish e fact tat im part of this group. And i'll always cherish it.

u really never fail to make me laugh..
Just when i was feeling real down after e big family quarrel on sat, just when i was really busy at work, just when i was feeling frustrated with my work, just when my backache was killing me..

U made me laugh... Again.....

although i was made upset by you recently, but it was for a good cause and because it was for a good cause, i felt happier......

Haiz.. I am feeling so bad tempered these days.. Maybe because my 'friend' is due to come find me?

Anyway.. I am not feeling good these days... As in bad mood lor.. And the thing is there is nothing i should feel moody abt.. So why am i making myself so upset??? Ridiculous.....

woo.. long time since i updated my blog..

busy with.. studying test? hahaha yeah i passed my test.. and its for life!!
YIPEE!

went genting during the weekends, during the public holiday.
hmm.. super crowded.. traffic jam when we went there, traffic jam when we came back..

freezing cold in genting.. ah boy enjoyed it! he loves the food, loves the arcade there and the weather!!

i lose money in casino ultimately.. won initially, but lost back in the end.. hmm.. must learn to stop and GO!!

And ya.. I saw mr andrew there!! Such a coincidence right? And i was just thinking if i'll see him there and he was thinking if he'll meet me there too... And we met!!

he wanted to meet me at night thereafter but sobs i decided to go casino instead... And so we din meet...

and its think to book my final theory and practicals... its going to cost a bomb.. haiz.. :-(