Went golf.. I went home with KH..

We chatted.. We talked abt good guys and bad guys...

He said... Good guys will make me happy, not VERY happy though but definitely wont make me sad... Bad guys will make me VERY happy, not just happy, but at the same time, they will make me VERY upset......

I understand.. Totally understand...

Driving.. End of stage 1. I passed my stage 1 review.. I am begining to like driving... Lol..

Looking forward to may and not looking forward.. I have lots of driving lessons in may.. Looking forward to learning more and whether or not i can do it.. But definitely not looking forward to e busy schedule..

Jiayou!!

went cycling with family at east coast...

Yeah.. Ah boy knows how to cycle on the small 4-wheeled bicycle liao... Ho ho!!

I feel so happy... Yeah!!

Going to buy a new bicycle for him!!

usually when you have high hopes for somethings or have high expectations or wish to develop further with someone else, very often you will be disappointed.....

I'm tired of feeling this way.. Tired of feeling disappointed...

Acting nonchalant...

sunday. Family gathering at home.

I'm going to start cover my colleague next week! The thought of it irks.. Sigh.. What to do? It's an annual thingy... All my driving practicals are going to start intensively next month...

Wish me luck.....

i'm really tired.. Mentally.

Tired of thinking, having hopes and getting disappointed.. The cycle just repeats itself...

If i could, i want to go to happy town, live with happy people, eat happy food and lead a happy life.....

sat. I woke up at 12pm+.. My stomach feeling odd since yest.. Haiz, i hate this feeling.. It always comes when i'm feeling nervous, excited...

Did some stuff on my laptop.. And suddenly, it blacked out!! No screen suddenly.... And thereafter, no matter what i did, there was still no screen.... Haiz..

ct called me.. Said to go JB later.. I agreed since i was free.. Said to meet 530pm at yishun.. Ok, there was still time to get ready.. Then it started raining.. Then he called me again, said that he'll fetch me since it was raining and that he was on his way now...!!!

... So i rushed... And met him downstairs.. On our way to fetch andy and his fren... And we were on our way to JB...! Actually it was my first time driving in... Anw i was abit paranoid in the begining... But began to get used to it soon...

Ate seafood... And went pub.. Drank. Played games, played pool... I'm a lousy drinker... And very soon, i was feeling damn xin ku with all the beer....

They were pretty gentleman.. Did asked me if i was okay and left the place when they saw me feeling tired and trying very hard to survive...

Ate supper.. They wanted to go for massage.. Actually i wanted to.. But i was really scared once the massage starts, i will start vomit.. Hahaha... So i asked to go home..They went filled up petrol and washed car.. And i was on way back home...

friday morning. went tomb sweeping. Woke up early at 5am. Cck first then mandai..

Arranged to go aunt linda hse for swimming in the afternoon.. But it was raining and ah boy was suddenly down with cough and cold.. So we din go swimming..

Went golf at 1pm+. I was tired actually.. But hey it was golf!! Haha.. I need practice! And i love golf!! Finished at 3pm+. Arranged mahjong at 7pm with kit, ys and ic.

Went home sleep for awhile.. Then my phone rang.. It was andy teo.. He sounded stupid on the phone, saying that lct asked me if i wanted to go JB for massage at night.. And after awhile, he told me to call lct.. So i called lct, asked him what time and that i already had a mj session at evening time...

He kept psycho-ing me to cancel the mj session and that it was no point spending time playing a small game.. Lol..

I told him i couldnt cancel.. That i was only free after 12am and i would sms him if i could finish early.. He even lied to me that it was andy's bdae.. Faints.. Then followed by saying that actually it was HIs bdae... Faints... I was feeling damn guilty thereafter...

He really sms me at 1am, asked me if i had finished my mj... But i had not.. I only finished at 3am+..

Damn tiring...

are u a good person or a bad person?
你做的每一件事。。到底有没有心机？
things dun seem to be so innocent.. shld i keep a distance?

i'm tired.. really.
tired of thinking who's good, who's bad, who's right, who's wrong.

wed night. Went shopping and i finally bought a pair of jeans! Yeah, e cutting is exactly what i want.. Tight at the buttocks.. Ho ho!

Went out together with lc, andy and ct.. Went for supper and a few other places as well.. Marina barrage! A nice place actually.. My first time there.. Very nice scenary, big winds, a vast view of the sea... Woosh!!

Thereafter to mount faber and jurong hill.. I knew they were heading to the west area cos they needed to send me home..

Thanks...