16 days left!!

We argued again.. Over something.. Maybe i overreacted.. Or maybe he... I dunno.. But just so tired of it..

Jus came back from massage! Yipee nice!
But shoulders stiff.. Anw its for myself to relax...

I remembered something he said yest. Abt me. It made me smiled. Although i kept talking back to him.
Pretty touched. Haha.

And i liked e song he sang to me last night. The lyrics was meaningful and it reflected us.
I was in sleepy mood when he sang that. But i rem the song, rem the lyrics. But forgot to ask him the name of e song.

Hahaha.... Thanks dear!

yeah! i got my iphone!
hahaha.. from a condemm-touch-screen person.. i actually bought the iphone.. lol!

25 more days~!

we booked the holiday inn resort at cha-am beach for our april meetup! yeah! its going to be a beachy holiday.. ho ho ho! i am so happy!~

looking forward.. and doing search on the places-to-go.. hehehe.. happy =)

had lunch at shangrila hotel. The line! International buffet! Love it..

Had my favourite fondue, sorbet ice cream, sashimi and oysters! Wooo... Nice!

Yummy!

But.. Tired from work. Although i slept early last night, but i still feel tired. Plus a headache...

Headaches been haunting me recently.. Hmm.. Dunno why.. It hasnt been back for a long time.. But now, frequent...

29 more days to go!

he seems happy.. maybe he's happy to be out.

when i saw his 2 missed calls yesterday, i already sensed something was wrong.. When i finally got through him, he only asked if i was outside and if im going home, tat something wrong was magnified..

On normal days.. He would have waited for me.. Unless it got really late.. But it was only 8 plus yest...

And so.. Im alone today.

Its a saturday. Im supposed to be happy..

32 more days.

"even if i am working, well to do, can afford everything i want, i still want to be in a relationship for 2 years before i settle down, plan this plan that"

He is unsure.. Unsure.. If not, why the 2 years...
And so.. It isnt his inability now.. Its me, thats why he is unsure...

sorry.. I do understand. But i just wonder if he ever think for me.. Anyway i just hope my life's longer than that...

does he know exactly what i want?

33 more days!

its another 34 more days to go!

hmm.. abit moody.

nothing i do.. helps. really. so sian. i eat, i dun eat. i avoid. i dun avoid. nothing of it helps..

department karoke session! went for ktv and dinner with colleagues. at liang court.

long time since i stepped into ktv. well, the usual noisy from our loudspeaker. the usual sabo from our boss. the usual singing.

ended at 12+. reached home at 1am. slept at 3am+..

argh.. long time since i slept so late from going out..

*****
After so many years of work in e same place, i still could make such mistakes.. And could still choose not to follow up on impt things.. And now, its all back.. Haunting me..

Such stupid.. Such incompetency.. Useless me...

Socks.. Stop procrastinating...!!















bad.. to have late nights.

和你吃苦一生胜过天堂一天。

女人好痛苦。。 我好痛！救命！！

我们之间

蔡淳佳 - 我们之间

等你等到不等了
怕幸福得转眼就心痛了
就当我说真的 我是真的
我相信我们之间
越难得就越值得

知道你在想什么
不代表我是什么
明白你不说什么
不代表我不要什么
但你让一切美丽了
那些坏的好的
我的手总是暖的
怕总是想念你的手心的人

想你想到不想了
怕太快乐会变得不快乐
就算你说真的 你是真的
紧抱着爱就不能呼吸了
等你等到不等了
怕幸福得转眼就心痛了
就当我说真的 我是真的
我相信我们之间
越难得就越值得

知道你在想什么
不代表我是什么
明白你不说什么
不代表我不要什么
但你让一切美丽了
那些坏的好的
我的手总是暖的
怕总是想念你的手心的人

想你想到不想了
怕太快乐会变得不快乐
就算你说真的 你是真的
紧抱着爱就不能呼吸了
等你等到不等了
把心疼得转眼就心痛了
就当我说真的 我是真的
我相信我们之间
越难得就越值得

想你想到不想了
怕太快乐会变得不快乐
就算你说真的 你是真的
紧抱着爱就不能呼吸的
等你等到不等了
怕心疼得转眼就心痛了
就当我说真的 我是真的
我相信我们之间
越难得就越值得

就当我说真的 我是真的
我相信我们之间
越难得就越值得

i am feeling terrible....

****

忽然我好想结婚。。 可能是刚过年，大家都在问同样的问题。