Kemp... My Dear Boy

I started to be strict with his sugar readings last few weeks.... I start to be unhappy and told him I was unhappy with him when his sugar readings were high.

I also praised him and told him I was happy with him when his sugar readings were normal.

He started to control his food intake too. He started to be Disappointed when he saw his high readings and he was happy and proud when his readings were normal.

There were a few days he didn't dare to face me just because he had high readings. But there were a few days he came to me with the reader showing me his normal readings. And there were days he didn't dare to eat much resulting in his low readings....

I know he is trying his best...
My dear boy....

He is down with cough now.... I hope he recovers soon.... Prays hard.

I have to wait for the result....
But I believe everything happens for a reason... Everything is fated.

My Dinner for Tonight

Long John Silvers. His not-to-be missed when he is back.

Anyway I know why the queue for Prima Deli waffles is always there.... I had a taste of it today... And it is really nice.... And crispy...

Made a mess of everything...

Made a mess of my life, my finances.. Always made the wrong decisions....

Now taking a bus also... I made a wrong decision and took the wrong bus... Doesnt lead me to my destination.... =(

I made up my mind... Its either the change of applicant gets approved or I forfeit the purchase...

If the past feelings are no longer there or he no longer can accept what I want for the future.. I should not be so selfish to force him to be with me or accept any of his goodwill actions towards me.

I lost weight... By skipping dinner these few days.. It works.. Even though I had tons of chocolate in the afternoon one of the days...

Hectic morning.... Nervous.... Heart pumping damn fast....

I feel that there is a change. Not sure if it is because of other reasons.
A change in him. I feel bad about my decision.

I am somehow supposed to expect this change.. But dunno why, I am not feeling happy.

Lake Vista Showflat

I am happy.
But yet at the same time, I feel upset.

Mixed feelings.

Menses pain.... Terrible.....

Tmr

I am going to see the showflat of Lake Vista at Taman Jurong. It is Under DBSS scheme. More expensive.

Wondering how tmr will turn out...

I realised... Actually I haven decided what to do.... My decision, is costs saving but really, not what I want....

I just want to have a good sleep....

Please be contented....

Everyone is working hard to meet my expectations.... He, Kemp.... Please be happy, can?

I am stuck again.. Stagnant... Can't move without POA and ROM certificate.... And all these needs him to be back..... Shitto... Hate the feeling of having to depend on others...

I can't move!! Can't do anything now!!!
Arghh!!!

I need to go on diet!!

Can I really afford it? Should I go ahead with my plan?

I am confused.... Sleepless nights again....

I want to go Europe next year....

If I have a new house... I want to decorate the way I want it to be... Use the flooring I want... Paint it the colours I want... Decorate my room... Buy Colourful cutlery for my kitchen....

I want to.... I wish to....
But I cannot afford.... If not, I have to go against my wishes....

Sigh... God, I need money....

Changes

Mum's side. Talked about branded stuff. Prada, Chanel, its all about a few thousands per bag.
Retirement. A million or few millions worth of property. When I am struggling with a S$500k - S$600k worth property.

2 cousins married into well-to-do family and is doing well now.

Even the cousin who was very thrifty in the past and who was contented with just 1 LV bag also has a few branded bags now...

Even kids' education got branded centres.. Kumon and other branded centres for their kids... For kemp? Its the normal usual neighbourhood centres....

These are the changes...

Dad's side. All the ladies married into well-to-do family and is doing well now. The guy is doing well at work and is giving his mother a good life.

I can only strive to do well at work.. Jiayou bah..

A leopard Never changes its spots.... I am begining to understand this phrase...

My back starts to ache today.... Aww... Pain.... Maybe too much shopping and walking recently?

Dinner alone at Changi City Point

My course could end real early today... Which means I can do my retail therapy again.... Hmm.... :)

My Lunch at the newly opened Changi City Point -- YOGHURT!

Dinner at Maxwell Market

Rainbow after morning rain in the morning...

I actually dreamt that We strike lottery.. And all problems solved.. Omg.. Silly..

I finally know where I stand.. Everyone is pleased except for me...

I complete Me

No one can make me feel inferior without my consent. I call the shots and the only way to be happy is to be myself.

Personality Test - 1st 4 words You see Describes Your Personality

The first 4 words I see is Passionate, Sweet, Insecure and Thoughtful....

我好乱。
不知道要如何选择。

要选我姐姐？还是照我的方式注册？

It doesn't pay to be nice....

Praise and more praise for The Line, Shangri La Hotel!

We had called and reserved for buffet dinner on Sat at The Line late afternoon that day. The staff had informed us that they only had outdoor seating left. We went ahead.

I had highlighted to them to put me on the request list should anyone cancel their indoor seats. When I reached, they didn't placed us indoor as it was still fully booked. However I was pretty irritated by the flying insects when I was dining halfway through outside. And so, I went to the counter, told them my request again.

And bravo enough, they came to me after awhile and shifted us to indoor! What good service! I was really grateful and touched by their service! Really, I would go back to The Line again given their good service!!

They had a wide variety of food and had staff serving ice cream. I liked the idea because it will save us the problem of having to scope the ice cream ourselves!

Trust me! The Line is highly recommended for international buffet! Five stars for service, place, atmosphere, food!
Even though it is more pricey, I would pay the high price given the above good points!

Me and only myself at Sentosa 4 Nov 2011 to 6 Nov 2011

Food (Part 3) at The Line

Food (Part 2) at The Line

Food (Part 1) at The Line

Buffet Dinner at The Line, Shangri La Hotel 5 Nov 2011

Festive Grand at Sentosa 4 Nov 2011 to 6 Nov 2011

Festive Grand at Sentosa 4 Nov 2011 to 6 Nov 2011

Breakfast at Sentosa 5 Nov 2011

Supper at Sentosa 4 Nov 2011