明知绝望。
可我还报着那一点点, 一点点的希望。。。


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Twelve Cupcakes

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I ever thought of flying there to look for him. To move him, to beg
for another chance. Like what he did for me previously.

But I had no one at my side then but he has someone by his side now...

He had hopes.. 可是我是没希望的。

绝望的感觉, 你懂吗。


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胃口变小了。
已经没有什么cravings了。

吃是为了吃饱。为了不让自己胃痛。
自己一个人的时候, 眼睛是望空的。。


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March is coming to an end.

The happy man has gone back to his happy land, leading his happy life.

He will soon forget the one who has created havoc in his life then....


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My neighbour's dad passed away last night. Suddenly.

Morning went tomb sweeping and the void deck was empty. Came back saw
the casket setting up at the void deck.

All of a sudden. No warning.
Sigh.


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When things in life gets hard, its somehow easier if there is someone
by your side.

When there is no one by your side, even the easiest things seems hard.


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在爱情里, 我输了两次, 我输不起了。。。


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Ever since Mum fell sick, Kemp has been sleeping in my room.

和Kemp同房的好处是我没有机会晚上在房里哭了。我怕他听见。

可是那天我还是哭了。。。。


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Good Friday. Public Holiday.
Didnt do anything..

我很想他。
他每天去约会吗? 很开心吗? 他很爱她吗?

I can see myself leading the same life 10 years from now...


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他们为了让我放心一点, 都在骗我。。。


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担心只能自己扛。
好担心。好压力。


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Seriously worried about Dad.
Been coughing.

Coughs at night. And to prevent us from hearing it, he covers his
mouth in blanket to lower down his volume.

I am worried.


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Kemp at the zoo

Kemp went to the zoo today with his school. Talked to him briefly on
the phone when I was still at office. Asked him how was the trip. He
said not fun. He was very tired. His legs were aching. 很痠,
好像十个lemons 那么酸。。他把痠和酸放在一起了。。。

He fell asleep shortly after I came home... Didnt have a chance to talk
to him thereafter...


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担心担心担心。。
人老了就需要休息和别人的照顾吧。

****
人的感情。
可以突然很爱你。可以突然不爱你。可以突然和随时把感情放在别人身上。可以突然放弃你。可以突然不理你。可以突然走掉。
那就是人的感情。


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Think too much = Insomnia = Headache = Panadol

Panadol = Weak stomach

Life has been like that past few months. Popped definitely more than
10 panadols for the past 2 months.

他不再心疼我了。

I thought as time passes, I will feel better.
But its the opposite.. Feels more awful as time passes.

现在的他应该很快乐, 很幸福吧。


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2 months.
How are you?


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虽然我什么都不说, 但我是担心你的, 在乎你的。

可是你就是不明白。


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I would imagine him carrying a child of his own, with his wife beside him.

If it helps, I will be willing to get married and have kids with him.
Not being able to be given a chance to do the things that I will not
have agreed to do in the past, seriously hurts.

Hurts alot.... 心好痛。


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Was coughing the whole of last night...
I am so bloody tired now....
Sigh

Goodbye


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Coughing non stop.
Cant sleep.
Help


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Cough cough cough.
A deep voice, changed voice.

中药西药一起吃。


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Worried.
Let all come to me.
Dont let them suffer.


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Finally coughing. After a cup of yoghurt today...

****
Took me a long 3 years..... what is next?


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Kemp asks me about him and I tell him to shut up. Other than that I
dunno what to say


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Popping panadols like nobody's business


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这一生的我, 做了很多让自己后悔的决定。
Bad at making decisions... I dont know how to continue my life... It
seems like I dont really learn...


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压抑着我的我。。。
好累。好辛苦。


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Mum's coughing.. Everytime she coughs, its quite bad.. Sigh

I am starting to have sore throat... Its okay, pass to me... I am fine...

Emotionally unstable... Acting nonchalent during daytime... Depressed
at night...


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不说爱并不代表不爱。
不说想并不代表不想。


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2nd made by Kemp

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Made by Kemp 1st time

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LegoLand 14 Mar 2013

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感性与理性的我。
我一向来都是理性的。。


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林峰 
幼稚完
雷霆掃毒 片尾曲
作詞：林日曦
作曲：鄧智偉

無法和你回到那種盛夏
能夠沉醉懷抱呆望窗紗
就這麼一個假日在乘涼
冰塊浸沒在紅茶
互抱著老掉也不怕

時間流過誰也要長大吧
而你和我前行全是分岔
自此分開了你落力前行
得我幼稚地停留
被歲月放大了牽掛

幾千天近況幸福嗎
每日忙碌嗎
仍然是那麼認真嗎
可有新戀人
成熟的戀人
成熟到沒再共你吵架

是我始終拒絕成長嗎
為何沒法裝作瀟灑
轉眼多少年仍然想當年
仍然幼稚到又記起你
轉載來自 ※ Mojim.com　
魔鏡歌詞網 
天真夠嗎

而我何以連住進新大廈
仍要為你留下陳舊梳化
或者早知道我在下沉時
喜愛仰臥到凌晨
累了又掛念你一下

近況好嗎 每日忙碌嗎
仍然是那麼認真嗎
可有新戀人
成熟的戀人
成熟到沒再共你吵架

是我始終拒絕成長嗎
還未學會裝樂觀嗎
轉眼多少年
無聊的蠢人
無聊到讓眼淚跌出了
瘋癲夠嗎

讓我今天幼稚完好嗎
能如願再經歷遇見你的一剎嗎
如果時光機放在前方
可天真多次嗎


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人越老就越不能做决定。
*叹气*


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想你是凌睡的习惯。
晚安。

眼泪流干了。
心里的痛。。。

Retail therapy. On my Mum.

原来我的心很小。。很小。。


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Worried.  Always worried.  Having dreams almost every night.
I am tired.

Life do not go the way we want them to be....

Wanted to drink bubble tea during lunch. Went too late, too crowded, long waiting time of about half an hour, gave up. Wanted to eat yoghurt after dinner. But the shop was closed. Went all the way to Clementi to buy bubble tea, but the shop ran out of pearls. Maybe it is a sign.....

迟盾的我。


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人海茫茫。大家成双成对。
我无法向前走，也不能退后了。。


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CocoIchibana. Reminded.


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Genki Sushi. A place that I just never managed to bring him to.


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Sushi. Wasabi. Reminded...


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Extra large Fishball Noodles

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Breakup. Fear of losing job. Stress of the flat. Now a baby.

Absent minded. I actually left my bag in the toilet... Sigh... Lucky I
ran back in time .. My bag still there.


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