真的可以说不爱就不爱吗?
真的可以这么快就不爱一个人?

如果爱, 真的舍得看她难过, 伤心, 甚至离开她吗? 这是什么爱?


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已经不哭了。。泪已干了。
但心还是会隐隐做痛。。。

I am supposed to have short term memory.... Why isnt it happening now....
Why does everything stays so clear in my mind....

I am so tired and painful.... mentally.

And its TGIF.
And its June now.


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笑声少了。。脸部表情少了。。话也少了。


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不开心的时候。。希望有人哄我。


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I am trying my best.....
But still... I am still reminded.
Damn....


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忽然好想念。。猪颈肉。


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他。。。。幸福就好。


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I am very fierce......

I am grateful for today.


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有姐妹, 有情人。我却两个都没有。


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I need peace and quiet....


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有没有什么时候他会想起我?


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Doing research on Europe... Excited!

Coffee

I used to have it every morning.
Then I gave up.

Now... starting to have it and being addicted to it all over again.

:)


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他们说, 如果你梦见一个人, 就是那个人在想你。

Is that the reason why I did not dream of him? ...........


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So tired of this vicious cycle....

Over it.. Not over it.... Over it.. Not over it.... Over it.. Not over
it.... Over it.. Not over it.... Over it.. Not over it.... Over it.. Not
over it.... Over it.. Not over it.... Over it.. Not over it.... Over it..
Not over it.... Over it.. Not over it.... Over it.. Not over it.... Over
it.. Not over it.... Over it.. Not over it.... Over it.. Not over it....
Over it.. Not over it.... Over it.. Not over it....
................


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我又开始想念他了。。。
Sigh.....


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Emotional.. all over again.


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What happened to the Chiang Mai trip? Did it go to waste? Or spent on
someone else?

It was meant to be a birthday present for a.... past love.


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Within less than a month.....


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有谁不希望自己幸福?


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I saw someone knitting on the train.
I remembered... I tried to knit something for him also... But failed in the
end. My first try at knitting.


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真糟糕。。。又是一个失眠夜。

快睡。。。明天还要做工!!!


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Negative thoughts, please leave me alone!!!!!


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Facial today. Realised that its been nearly half a year that I didnt go
for facial...

The result of this was... I had more scars on my face today. Please Go
away soon.....

想把自己做成 100 分。。。


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星期六。除了在家看戏还是看戏。
70 多集的戏, 我用了一星期看完。厉害吧?

他的生活。。做工, 约会, 陪家人吧?

I hope I can settle down my feelings fast.... I dont really like this right
now.... Feeling up and down... Sometimes I thought I am over it already
and then it comes back again.

晚安了。。。


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Friday. 我有个同年同月同日生的小学朋友, 今天结婚了。祝福她。一定会幸福的。

Today is Mandy's last day. Had dinner at Carousel with her and movie. A
nice parting gathering. Long time since I stepped into cinema too. Lots
of flows-back...

Nice and funny movie. But I am slapped back to my emotional state
again.... Really tired.

起起伏伏。。。真的累了。
振作吧。。

我需要爱我自己。


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不敢面对现实。。。是我一向来最厉害做的事。


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Headache yesterday and today.
Panadol seems to be losing its effect....

Something is very wrong... Lucky I took up a new life policy recently....
with more sum assured.


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美丽的爱情故事

美丽的爱情故事, 我应该没份有了。
所以喜欢看戏, 看看美丽的爱情故事, 美丽的结局。。。
:)


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Only One Standing...

Kemp is sick now also...
Sigh....

Lucky I took panadol before coming home.... Otherwise I may not have the
energy to take care of Kemp....


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Looks like panadol is taking effect more slowly on me....


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My Mother's Day Present

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Finally settled yesterday.  Everything done. 

Its May already.  Almost half of the year gone. 

My next holiday break?  End June.. 

Till then I have to keep working... But seriously, work and only work is my 寄托。

Too late.

Not going people a chance and not giving oneself a chance to forgive.


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今天感觉怪怪的。。。头晕晕的。。。
不知道发生什么事。。。


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Suddenly.. I am thinking again.... if I should give up my flat... Mum
seems unwilling to shift.... Sigh...

Should I give up? Oh... please give me some directions.....


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I think maybe... I am destined to be alone.


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Suddenly....

I feel that having a ring on the fourth finger.... is important.


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五月。
一切的记忆还牢牢的在脑理。。真希望时间能倒退。。。我会做的更好。。。

真不知道眼前的路一个人要怎么走下去。。。


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Dad's cough... On and off...
Really dunno how I can help him... Feeling so helpless...

Helpless!!!!


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I kicked him out of my room.....
I am alone in my room... again.


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大家都好像不舒服。
心不舒服, 身体不舒服。。。


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Not sure how I should feel now...

Feeling unstable... feeling worried... feeling unhappy.

Yes... have been unhappy....

Turn to food and shopping.... to avoid the unhappiness.
Avoidance.. avoidance... avoidance.


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I am irritated... He is getting more and more like that woman... Super
irritated.

Speechless


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I just need some peace and happiness.... after giving so much...

Is that difficult?


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All of us fell sick during the trip to HK and Macau last year.... Now feels
a bit phobia about going back again....

Confused...


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Dinner for tonight....

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突然觉得身边的人都很烦。。。。
Sigh... I need to stop throwing temper or showing attitude to people....

Or maybe I need to see a doctor...?
Seriously my emotional state... truly unstable....


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Favourite dish these days...

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This week = No work

Monday blues. Tuesday holiday mood. Wednesday public holiday. Thursday
"Monday blues" again. Friday TGIF.

Lol


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Met my cousin in law doing insurance for me... Wanted to redo my
policies... And so finally did it today... A load off my chest.

Holiday over.. Working tmr and then its TGIF.. Suddenly feels time pass
really fast... Its May already.

3 months already. But it feels like only yesterday that my heart broke and
the whole of me stopped working....


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