Tuesday, June 25, 2013

我生病了。
明早去看医生。
不知道怎样享受我的假期。。只想休息。

工作很忙。今天做到9点。晚餐10点吃。
我好累。。。


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Monday, June 24, 2013

Feeling sick... Having a cold.... Feverish... And throat starts to hurt....


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The skies are clearer today. Hope it lasts...

But I am falling sick....


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Sunday, June 23, 2013

85 sheep and still counting.....
:(


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我还傻傻的在等, 傻傻的在期待着。。。


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说爱你的人不一定等得起你。但等你的人一定很爱你。


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I think I am addicted to the sleeping pills.

I cant sleep without it.


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我好压抑自己。。。
担心又不敢说出来。。。就为了不惊动他们。

压抑的好辛苦。。。。


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Saturday, June 22, 2013

PSI was about below 100 today.
I really appreciated the blue skies white clouds sunny weather today.
Although it was hot when we came back from GEM today, but I really
appreciated the hot but non-smoky weather.

And... you will only know how to appreciate things only after you lost it.
I know. I learnt.


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Friday, June 21, 2013

我只有但心别人的份, 却没有被担心的福。


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Thursday, June 20, 2013

六月的我

Feeling sleepy and tired. Been taking double doses of sleeping medicine.
1 dose of sleep supplement and 1 dose of chinese med that aids sleeping.
Most important is I fall asleep easily after taking the medicine... At
least no time for me to think about things and insomnia thereafter.

Haze in Singapore. Reminded of things again.
又有感触了。当时的我因为他的生活环境变差担心的不得了。现在的我。现在的他。现在我的环境变差了, 他会像我那时但心他一样担心我吗?

我不会知道。不想知道。也没有可能或机会知道了。。。

我还是。。。。太傻了。

心还是。。。。隐隐作痛。


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The view from my office

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Wednesday, June 19, 2013

I cried when I heard the song... My heart hurts terribly.

I haven really walked out of it.... I am just avoiding.

星空 - 五月天

词:阿信@五月天
曲:石头@五月天
编曲:五月天;可乐Cola Kai


摸不到的颜色 是否叫彩虹
看不到的拥抱 是否叫做微风
一个人 想着一个人 是否就叫寂寞

命运偷走如果 只留下结果
时间偷走初衷 只留下了苦衷
你来过 然后你走后 只留下星空

那一年我们望着星空
有那么多的灿烂的梦
以为快乐会永久 
像不变星空 陪着我

猎户 天狼 织女 光年外沉默
回忆 青春 梦想 何时偷偷陨落
我爱过 然后我沉默 人海里漂流

那一年我们望着星空
未来的未来从没想过
当故事失去美梦
美梦失去线索
而我们失去联络

这一片无言无语星空
为什么静静看我泪流
如果你在的时候 
会不会伸手 拥抱我

细数繁星闪烁 细数此生奔波
原来所有 所得 所获 
不如一夜的星空

空气中的温柔 回忆你的笑容
仿佛只要伸手 就能触摸

摸不到的颜色 是否叫彩虹
看不到的拥抱 是否叫做微风
一个人 习惯一个人

这一刻独自望着星空
从前的从前从没变过
寂寞可以是忍受 也可以是享受
享受仅有的拥有

那一年我们望着星空
有那么多的灿烂的梦
至少回忆会永久 
像不变星空 陪着我

最后只剩下星空 
像不变回忆 陪着我
The haze is back again...
Everyone is worried about everyone's health..

Is he worried about me?
Duh.....


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傻的还以为他还深爱着我。。。
我太傻了。。。


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想他, 但不打扰。
静静的思念就好, 把最后那一点尊严留给自己。


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Monday, June 17, 2013

I should sleep.... as I have taken the medicine.

But.... I am not sleeping.....
Has it lost its effects?


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I bought a pair of Addidas shoes today....
I wished.... You could see me wear it....


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Kemp and his new Bicycle

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Sunday, June 16, 2013

Its the time of the month again....
But its especially painful this month....


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今晚真的很开心。

我的后悔 list 可以除掉一个了。

Live life with no regrets.


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Finally reached home. Almost could not go home. No cab at Indoor Stadium..
Even called cab but no cabs just wanted to accept the job...

Took the last train... all the way to Bedok... Called cab and finally
reached home...

It was good. Enjoyed myself although alone.. If I had the life, I will
definitely go to all their concerts in future...

Felt a bit sad in the begining... they sang slow songs.. and I felt my
heart breaking again... but it was loud and dark... it was good... nobody
could hear my breaking voice or see my teary face.

As usual... it got high in the end... and 舍不得 at the ultimate end... they
bowed twice, we Encored twice... Ended at about 11 plus.

脚软, 手酸, 声音哑。。。五月天的演唱会就是这样!

Well Done!


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Saturday, June 15, 2013

我准备好了!! 你们呢???
好好表演吧!!!


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Here I come!!

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Its finally here!!!

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Friday, June 14, 2013

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星期二晚上。整晚失眠。无法入睡。
星期三早上请了半天假。

今晚。很累可是好像睡不着。。
又来了。。。幸好明天是星期六。。。

我想。。。。我得吃安眠药。


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Worried for everybody as well as for myself...
:(


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When the long awaited day is arriving.... I am actually hesitating....

But I actually shouldnt hesitate.. I already have alot of regrets in
life... I Do not want to add more.

加油。


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Feeling really weak....


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Wednesday, June 12, 2013

I am happy at my progress...


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Tuesday, June 11, 2013

伤心的人别听慢歌


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Monday, June 10, 2013

I think Kemp is also anxious about his reading... I think I am exerting too
much pressure on him.... Sorry boy.


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Sunday, June 09, 2013

好想买包包。。。。


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So sick and tired of life.
Life is full of pressures and stress.
I am seriously tired.  Tired of facing all the things in life.

I have no desire to continue this life anymore.
I just want to get away from this life.
Get away .... Far from it....

Saturday, June 08, 2013

I hate to be taken granted for


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Friday, June 07, 2013

感觉怪怪的。
去厕所的感觉怪怪的。
胃有点痛。 没什么胃口。。

有朋友说要介绍男生给我。
我没感觉。。反而还有一点害怕。

害怕再次心痛的感觉。。。


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Wednesday, June 05, 2013

Happy anniversary....


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Tuesday, June 04, 2013

Stomach feeling weird....


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Sunday, June 02, 2013

Kemp 1st swimming lesson yesterday.
His one and only cycling lesson today.

He enjoyed it.


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Saturday, June 01, 2013

这几天一直打喷嚏。。。还以为是有人想我了。。。可是今天才知道。。。原来。。是伤风了。。。。

我伤风了。


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别问我是谁

从没说过爱着谁
为谁而憔悴
从来没有想过对不对
我的眼中装满疲惫
面对自己总觉得好累

我也需要人来陪
不让我心碎
让我爱到深处不后悔
其实我并不像他们说的
那样多刺难以安慰

爱人的心应该没有罪
为何在夜里却一再流泪
每天抱着寂寞入睡
生活过得没有滋味

别问我是谁
请与我相恋
我的真心没人能够体会
像我这样的人不多
为何还要让我难过

别问我是谁
请和我面对
看看我的眼角流下的泪
我和你并没有不同
但我的心更容易破碎


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A window for every patient

I like this concept....


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