NO

Saying no is such a difficult thing.... I must learn to say no.....

Sigh... another instalment on my bill....
Sobs....

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"心里有太多的不甘心, 快乐要怎么进去?"

放手吧。

Letting go....

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后知后觉的我。。。不喜欢这样的我。
何时才能不后知后觉呢?

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爱情在开我的玩笑。
想看的却看不到。

一切好像命名中安排好了。。。

But I am still telling myself, Everything happens for a reason.

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I am trying very hard... But...

Of all the guys in IBM, they had to send a guy as xxx as him to upgrade my
computer today..... The size just reminds me of his touch his hugs and
whatever else.....

Just when I was getting successful in convincing myself that it was just a
coincidence in the morning..... I had to flip through a photo of us when
looking for a family photo for Kemp..... In my mum's photo album, the very
last photo.

I hate all these...
I feel God is playing me.... Its not giving me a chance at all to forget
him to start anew......
I am tired of being strong.
Nobody ever tries to console me because I seem too strong..... They thought
I could get over it fast. But who knows about the sleepless nights and the
whole mind nothing but him?

I need help.

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You will gradually forget a person if you do not see the person for a long
time.

Who will you remember?
Who will be remembered?


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原来人都会变。
只是变的方式和方向不同罢了。

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全民出动

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My handsome boy

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每当我想到他和别的女人在一起, 我的心就会很痛很痛。。。。 。

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Long time since I went cycling.... I am deteriorating.... Almost couldnt
make it to my destination.... :(

Knees pain again.... Not sure if its cos of the cycling....

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Been feeling very tired recently.... feels sleepy in the morning even if I
slept at 9 plus at night... I really dunno why.

I feel strange but dunno what is wrong...
Maybe it is giving out a signal.....

May Kemp remains cheerful and healthy and gives happiness and joy to his
grandparents....

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A tiring night...

But guess what, I haven seen the moon for the night....

Anyways.... Happy Mid Autumn Festival. Hope you had fun too

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中秋节

今年的中秋节, 和一群小朋友度过。挺开心的。不过好累啊。。

真的很喜欢和小朋友在一起。。

我想我知道我以后要做什么了。。:)

I feel heart pain whenever I see Zhuo Ming. I want to make him happy. A kid
whose learning pace is slow and doesnt talk clearly...



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Reminders and reminders...

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I keep sneezing today....
:(

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Trust

从开始到现在, 我还都是相信他的。
相信他说的话。相信他是爱我的, 离开我是因为我太令他心痛了。

可是爱情的伦理不是这样说的。都说那是个骗局, 是个借口。如果很爱一个人, 根本不会离开的。。。

I know that is not important now. No matter how much I desire to know the
truth....

I should just believe the "truth" that makes it easier for me to forget the
past...

还是很希望他的幸福是我而不是别人。。。
还是没有办法以朋友的身份面对他。

我想我应该知道真相。所以我一直都在逃避。我根本不想知道真相。。。

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电话

电话响。。电话响。。好久没有听到想听到的声音了。。。。:(

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Comfort Zone

In a job for more than 10 years....

The thought of shifting house next year makes me upset....

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Dinner at Long Beach

Yummy crab dinner!! Last minute decision... Lol.... Chase away my PMS
blues.....



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Time... is a joke.

Just as when I am complaining that time is passing too fast, time passed
slowly today...

The day was toooo longgg today.

Minutes passed by slowly.... As if answering my prayers.

Feels fearful. Missing the past again. Wondering again... Its PMS again.

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Feeling weird.

Having mixed feelings. But I believe its not the case.....

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I am done!!!

So proud of myself! Yeah!

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Raining heavily... It is a wet wet Singapore these days...

I am super nervous about the appointment later.... Scared... I have been
calming myself down these days.... But still.... Afraid!!!

:( Wish me luck.....

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This time in Genting, I finally got my SIM card with data plan.

And why I did not ever got SIM card in the past.... It did not came across
my mind in the past.

Lol. When I needed it, I did not get. I got it when I dont need it. I find
my life full of jokes......


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一见钟情。


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I reached before 7.45am!! My fare is $0.00!!
Yeah... and its a good walk from Raffles Place... *smiles*


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CocoIchibanya

Its only Level 2 and I cant take the spicyness.... Have I deteriorated?

Anyway no matter how things have changed, the good taste didnt change at all.


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Memories...

This brings back memories... But I decided to eat it all down....


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All of a sudden... I feel

能每天早上起床是一件幸福的事。


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天蝎座 vs 母老虎

"不要让我失望"


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Familiar bus stop

Walked from the mrt to this bus stop today.
Suddenly felt overwhelmed. Recalls the times we were studying part time.
Recalls the sight of Kitty sitting there waiting for me...


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