Love cheaters. There are actually love cheaters. Actually all sorts of
people exist. I know that long time ago. But still it hurts...

How do I actually find true love?
How to have the courage.. again ..?

Love is desirable... but hard to find.

真爱难寻。
曾经拥有过应该足够吧。。。
忽然。。又想起他了。 他还记得我吗? 还记得我们的过去吗? 还是已经忘了吗? 。。。

他现在应该很快乐幸福吧。。。

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Having no idea what I was doing at work. No idea why I was helping to
cover people.

Anyways I have always believed everything happens for a reason. My belief
in life.

Like what happened today. I was blur and sent the instructions to the
wrong dept and end up the remittance wasnt done. The OIC had to explain to
the client. I was at fault.

And my 300,000 rupiah disappeared out of nowhere when I was at Bali.
Really had no idea where the monies went to.

Anyways.... Everything happens for a reason.

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Feeling unstable.
Alot of crazy thoughts in my mind now.

Feeling very scared. Very scared.

Trying to console myself now

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Massage

I am a not into massage person. From very long time ago till now, I can do
without massage...

Did massage at Bali yesterday night... My arms are aching now due to over
stretching... It was a guy who massaged me. I think he used too much
strength....

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Growing up

Kemp talks to me now like a big boy.

Feeling consoled...

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End of holidays and block leave

Back from Bali for teambuilding.

Bali a nice place.. The Shopping the sun the sea... I will definitely go a
2nd time... To do suntanning and sea sports.... I will be back!!

3D2N too short!!

Work hard play hard!
Puts an end to my play... Time to work hard!


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Feeling distanced...

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Birthdays

I almost forgot my birthday is nearing until I saw the FB & instagram posts
by my 同年同月同日生的朋友。

Birthdays get meaningless as you get older... and especially when you have
nobody to celebrate with you.

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你们是幸福的。。。

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Post Holiday Mood

Sigh... this post holiday mood Is really hard to bear.... I keep thinking
and thinking....

Keep missing the holidays as well as the man. My times there... I laughed
at what he said and listened attentively to what he said... Keep
recalling.... but with a smile.

I am travelling to Bali this weekend for teambuilding.. Travelling alone
without my family after such a long time.

Once upon a time, I used to fly alone.
Its been such a long time since I travelled alone without my family.
说长不长、说短不短。

时间过的很快。。。

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每天早上: 咖啡, 豆浆。

咖啡, 豆浆。 咖啡, 豆浆。 咖啡, 豆浆。 咖啡, 豆浆。 咖啡, 豆浆。 咖啡, 豆浆。 咖啡, 豆浆。

我好想念台湾!!!!

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阿光, 原名涂大元

Googled his name. Realised some other people also blogged about him.

Indeed he not only left a deep impression on me. He left a deep impression
on everybody else....

He is just like a big kid. Wearing mickey shirts. Humble humourous and
kind. Knows alot about Taiwan history culture and even political stuff.
Listening to him talk is indeed entertaining and interesting. No matter
how tired I am on the bus, I will still listen to him talk.....

Heard him sing during our KTV session. Has a strong and nice voice. But
likes to act cute too...

The things he said I will always remember.
Pretty enlightening....

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Back from Taiwan today...

Ok.. Started to miss him talk after hearing him talk non stop for 7 days.....

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Package tour is actually good if you have a good tour guide.

Luckily for me, I met a good tour guide on my first package tour.

涂大元 aka Ah Guang aka 小白兔

Knowledgeable with a good sense of humour.

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My Taiwan Trip 2013

This trip this year... My first time on a package tour.

Its pretty entertaining... with a Taiwanese tour guide. Learnt and
listened about Taiwan alot.

*Smiles*

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Pearl powder!!
Expensive....

Time to think how to settle credit card bill next month...... Sigh.

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At the airport now!!

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Finally I can prepare to sleep....
Finally I am on block leave....
Finally rest.....

Finally my trip is here.
Have a good trip tmr... Enjoy.

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I dont complain lonely doesnt mean I am not lonely.

I dont complain upset doesnt mean I am not upset.

Unwilling to talk doesnt mean not willing to share.. It only means I am
tired of finding excuses for myself and being defensive...

Feeling upset over the distanced relationship.....

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I think they must be laughing at me...
"I deserve it... Serves me right..."
Thats why nobody really bothers...

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Weekends spent packing..... getting ready.

But think there is an upcoming typhoon... Sigh.... I still hold hopes that
the trip will be a safe and good one.

Especially for my parents whose first time going there....

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On leave

On leave tmr and gonna be on long leave soon... Tons of work to clear...

Curse at work.
Never changed in my 10 years...

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Kenna unauthorised transaction on my credit card.... GBP1, 438.

What the hell is that... Called and "we" need to investigate.... Sigh...
The bank....

Felt my heart beating abnormally on my way back home... it was really
abnormal... feels weird...

I am glad the day is going to end soon.... not a day for me.

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