Sleep

Didnt really sleep for the whole of last night.. Super tired... Eyes were closed but brain wasnt resting... 

Sleep is very important.... 

我没有你想像的那么坚强。

Kemp and Keane

Happy Birthday!

Happy happy Birthday my dear boy!!!

I hope you will be in good health always.... Lets work hard together to stablise your condition.... I know you have been trying your best too..... 

This year you have got a brother to celebrate your birthday.... I know you care alot about him too although seriously you dont really know how to play or talk to him.... But well I am happy to see that you care about him.... 

Work hard play hard!! Be happy always!! 

等等等

我在等什么。。

我知道。

Headaches

Stop haunting me.....!

Stop it!! Go away....... 

Its been many days...... :(

最怕听到爸爸咳嗽。。Sigh.... 

人要知足才会快乐。

Kemp Birthday Celebration

Had a birthday celebration for Kemp today at our house.... Nothing very special... Just a cake and packed dinner.... 

And of course... With his brother as well.. Who slept alot today.... 

TGIF

At last Friday!!

But I brought work home this weekend... Work hard! Been slacking for too long..... Work stacking higher and higher..... 

Looking at him really makes my day.... 

My sleeping pills dont seem to work anymore.... :(

Finally!!!!

I finally satisfied my craving!!!

Omg.... 

Apple SIRI

Omg.... Siri is damn funny.... Though it doesnt understand me some of the times but the way it answers me is quite funny....  

Ok.... I was cheered up by SIRI.... 

Bad Memory

At times I really hate my bad memory.... But at such times, I am really grateful that I have a bad memory..... 

不知道

我并不清楚我这样做是对自己好或不好。

选择不划清界限的我，现在很辛苦。

明知道他没有复合的意思，可是我还是抱着那一点点的希望。

现在失望的感觉又回来了。痛苦。。。

家

才出去一个晚上，家里的事都 haywire 了。。Big sigh.

要怎么做我自己想做的事呢？要怎么去读书？要怎么能每天晚上不准时回家呢？

胀了，胀了，又胀了！

本来还好的。今天起床 act smart 泡了一杯咖啡喝。

然后它又胀了！！又辛苦了。。

我真的很欠扁。。

A day with Keane

He came to our house today... Stayed from 11am to 9pm.... Very cute boy.... Drank milk, wanting to be carried straight, thereafter willing to lie on the bed finding people to talk to.... Thereafter he will doze off slowly....

He did this... At least 3 times today.... Lolol.....

My cute nephew.

I miss this.... Managed to get it recently.... Its my 2nd time eating this in 2 weeks!!

新年

新年就这样过了。
害怕过年的我，也就这样度过了。

Exciting time of the year!

I finally got my letter!!!!
Yeah.... Happy!

情人节快乐。
元宵节快乐。

Dinner diner

Motivation

I lost my motivation to work recently.... I need to find it back....

New Flat..

I got a letter... That I will be getting my new flat in 3Q this year....

Not excited at all... Alot of 舍不得 instead..... Still unsure if I should move....

:(

我相信有一些人并不了解所谓的"空窗期"。

有的人或许有时间思考但也不代表她知道以后的路怎么走。

没有的人没有时间思考但好或不好，没有人会知道。

我人缘不好。 一直被相信的人出卖。到现在，除了家人，我不知道也不敢相信其他人了。

除了家人的好，我不奢望自己会有什么好事情发生。

悲观的我。没抱着希望的我。会快乐吗？会吧。。没希望就不会不开心。。。

Sick..

Feeling bloated... Stomach giving me problems again... Just when I decided to 减肥... This had to happen... I know I know...
吃是福。

:(

I dunno what is happening to my body.... Sigh... What a TGIF...

Huat Ah!!!!

Oh no!

Sharks... I think I have gained weight!!!

My legs look fat!!

Time of the year....

Its time again... To do appraisal.

Did mine today. Nice chat with GL. She is a good boss.. Yes indeed curious about everything but I guess she just wants to know everything...

After this is to wait for the letter... That is the important thing.

And I ranked first amongst us. I never knew there was ranking for us... Anyways to me, there is no difference... Work is still work. My duty is just to deliver the work.

Somehow somewhere... I feels like changing work changing work environment.... But dunno what I can do other than this... Somehow not much confidence in myself...

But I dont really like this stagnant feeling....

People change but memories do not change. Thats why we all love memories....

People change but memories do not change. Thats why we all love memories....

CNY

CNY is finally over... Time to go back work tmr.... And time to work hard till the next holidays in Mar....

Time flies. Went to see our new flat in the afternoon... The building everything is up already... Windows are fixed too meaning they are doing the interior now..... And so... It may be soon.

Locked OUT of the house..

Reached home about 11 plus after 1 full day at my Aunt's house.. Couldnt open the door lock after several tries... The lock was spoilt!!

Called the locksmith... And waited outside my house for about 20 minutes... He came.. Unscrewed the lock and pry the door open... At last opened!! Changed the lock for us and it costed us $300!

Guess its the holidays extra charge and blah... Finally settled inside my house now... Made me think of alot of things... Would it be better if we were locked IN the house? Phone battery is important... Power bank was important too... My phone had totally died.  Kemp's phone had only 20% battery... My dad phone 28%.  If I needed to use google then I would have no phone to use... Luckily I had the locksmith number outside my house... And so it is important to have a locksmith number! 

This experience made me felt alot of things.  Maybe the house knew and felt that we were leaving it soon and so it began to give us problems.. 1st was the electricity then was the lock.  

Made me feel how important certain things was.... Handphone.. power bank... emergency numbers... etc. 

Life life... full of experiences.

Made us learnt.... sometimes in a hard way. 

初二

Finally the 2nd day of CNY... 

I finally survived through CNY...