Went window shopping for furniture together with Mum and Dad.... 

Feeling finally excited and happy about it..... Finally got an idea on what kind of furniture I want and need.... 

Yeah. 

五月天 29 Mar 1999

成军日快乐。

15 年。 

Babysitter Day

TGIF

Its Friday.  Finally Friday.  Its Friday already??!! 

Omg this week passes like.... Zoom...! And the week ends.... Time to rest again.... But then tons of unfinished work.... Stress again. 

Pimples breakout.... 

Stress

Stress from the space saving ideas, more storage space ideas, more kitchen space, the master bedroom facing the afternoon sun...... 

Stress stress stress...... Sigh. 

I have forgotten to enjoy the process....

几天的希望现在变成绝望。

好残酷。。。

Tmr back to work... But seriously no mood for work... This feeling is sooo bad.  

I need to recover from this....... 

Every year around this time, we have the same event at the same place. 

We meet at the same place take the same bus alight at the same bus stop take the same route to the same familiar place.... 

Although its the same every year..... But I begin to cherish more...... Now, I hope things and people around me remain unchanged.... 

We need not need new things every time.... 

Its a sign of getting old.  Lolol. 

"想干嘛？？？”

好想好好爱你

我口袋裡　還有你給的溫馨
我的手心　還有你吻的氣息
低低的雲　讓想念的人喘不過氣
而你的背影　會在哪裡平靜

＊跟蹤記憶　我才能和你接近
　除了可惜　眼淚沒有聲音
　有一些人　容易動情也容易忘情
　我愛過了你　心永遠在那裡

＃好想好好愛你　這一句話只能藏成秘密
　關上窗外的雨　反覆觸碰你愛過的痕跡
　好想好好愛你　卻沒有權利再把你抱緊
　從今以後　如果你能快樂　就別管我想你
想對你說　You're always be my love　

我還是好想你

自我保护能力。。超强。

Decision

I think I know who to choose le..... 

It has been a wonderful few days... With my family 的宝s... Really cherish the times with them.... 

Eat eat and eat.... I have been eating my favourite food these days... Yummy!

Feels great! 

Finally.... My holidays!!!! 

Rest rest and play play...... 

I can finally take a break from work.... 

Yippeee!!!!

I love to play with him...

Different Timezone

If I could travel to a different timezone.... Maybe I could have a choice to put everything right.... 

So.... If I ever disappear from here one day.... Maybe I am elsewhere putting things right again and leading my life happily..... 

Maybe.... Perhaps.... 

I seriously need some help..... 

I need to make a decision..... 

And I guess the people around me are tired of hearing my story & my added problems over and over again..... I am also sick of talking..... 

Stressed

Am I overthinking?  Yes? Maybe? Perhaps?

I dunno.... Really at a loss... 

Really is one after another.... After so many problems and obstacles.... Here comes another one.  

No COV.  And valuation is to be done by the buyers after OTP??!!

What the...... And I dont really know how it works....... 

:((

Went to catch the afternoon sun today.... And yes the afternoon sun is shining into the master bedroom..... Sigh.... 

The 2 other rooms and living room are fine..... 

I have learnt..... To accept certain facts that I cannot change.... To not make rash decisions... To think before anything else.... It has certainly taught me alot of things..... 

I pray hard.... Really hard. 

These days my heart ache easily.... Not at love, failed relationships... 

But at 生离死别。

人生。 Short.  Too fragile.  

And this is cute.....

Babysitter Day

头又痛了。

I hate and I love Panadol..... 

Forever Love

我很压力，也很烦。

可是又不敢说。。。

I am losing control.... Of everything.

Save me

Burnout

我 burnout 的时候 就是我累的时候。

也就是我发脾气的时候。。。

Sigh.... I am tired. 

Losing appetite recently... Not craving for any food.... I dont really like this feeling.... Makes me feel life is meaningless....

Other than spending time on my family.... My other interest is food.... But now losing my only interest.... Life really makes no sense for me. 

A cup of coffee + A cup of bubble tea = Stomach bloated

.......

近视，散光。

👓

:(

好久没拍了。 这是我想念的方式。

Eye Twitch

Left eye has been twitching these days... Not sure if its because of not enough sleep.... 

Alot of things on my mind.... Sigh...

船到桥头自然直。。