After the late night out yesterday... I couldnt sleep last night.... And my 2 BFFs also couldnt sleep.  My guess is... the TWG tea?  Expensive and powerful.... Lol.

Today promised them to go out and I did it.. Although lack of sleep.... And it was fun and good.  Went to the food festival at Expo.  With keane, last minute decision.  Maybe without Keane it wouldnt be so fun..... 

Went Downtown East.  Wanted to spend the day there.  But it was super crowded.  It was the Mayday Family Feista.  Went AMK Hub instead.  Let Kemp played at the xplorer Kids.  Dinner thereafter. 

I am super tired now... I only want a good sleep.... 

Overdose

Too much today... It all adds up... Coffee, tea, cakes.... Plus menses pain.....

Feeling terrible.... 

I need to rest now..... 

今天

做了个自私的决定。

做了个自私的自己。

I finally saw something which I have avoided for a long time..... 

该看到的还是看到了。。。虽然还是痛。

There must be a reason for it... Everything happens for a reason.  It must be a wake-up call for me.  To be more determined to create my own path...... 

改变

其实我很怕改变。。。

Changes and more changes...

Been sleeping early these days.. But yet still feeling tired and sleepy. 

There is an offer of acceptable price... I am really selling the house le... I am really shifting house le.... 

Its time for a change.  Its time for a brand new start.... 

Did I do wrong? 

I hate this... when nobody is on my side and nobody really understands.  

Weekends are over.... 

Its a new week again...

One year 52 weeks.  52 weekends. 

Time to work hard.  No slacking.  

June is coming.... 

Kids are so easily happy... With a free gift no matter what.. Just a ball, they would be happy enough.  

How I Wish we never grow up.... 

Excited about today... Woke up at 6 plus then 7 plus.... 

Excited about meeting them... Happy! 

He is always wondering what is the thing that hovers above him..... 

老气

Commented.  Although I don't deny....

Its worrying... But then

Just started raining... I hope its a cozy night....

Mondays really BLUEe

Feeling really blue today.... Maybe its PMS too....

Down down and down....

Sunday

Raining the whole day...

又来了。 希望他能够睡, 不然我也不用睡了。。。

The 2nd Nov Baby in my Family

His sleeping pose..... 

TGIF

Dinner with the girls.  Had this Thai steamboat at Clarke Quay.  Actually I didnt know what it was before I went.  But when I saw it, I realised that I have eaten it before... In Bangkok. 

Also had Thai food when met up with Nicole that day.  Been trying to find a good Thai restaurant in Singapore but could not find.... Thought tonight's choice would be good, the restaurant was even playing Thai songs.... But turned out it was So-so only... Pretty disappointed.  Really miss the food in Bangkok especially the roadside stalls... 

Went for a drink at TCC... Chatted till 11 plus.  Just reached home. Tired, but at least I feel fulfilling and not wasted. 

Thinking what my family had for dinner tonight.. Although I went out, but I still think of them..... Really dunno its good or bad..... Sigh. 

Worst feeling at night.  Tired mentally yet can't get to sleep.... 

S.L.O.W

I will reach my destination..... But somehow at a slower pace than others.... 

Money and effort.  Both me.  

Tired....... 

Tired

I feel so tired.... Feels like sub-delegating my duties.... But there isn't anyone.  Not even one to share with..... 

Tired.  Really tired. 

Back to office for 1 day and on leave again tmr.  Kemp doctor appointment.  Time to get my results.  Hope the reading is good....

Dinner with Nicole and Ching tonight.  Had a good time laughing.... I had a great time!  

I should not have expectations.  But I should have expectations.  Now age and height dont matter....... 

Seriously finding that time passes very fast..... Too fast.... Difficult to catch up. 

Wanted to Have a good dinner...... 

Last minute.  Couldnt make a reservation.  Wanted to go down queue but Dad didnt want to... 可恶的我，还发了一点脾气。

Came home... Realised Dad was tired.  He took a nap after coming home from work, before dinner.  And he slept early.... Guess he was really tired.  爸爸真的老了。

I hope he was just tired from work... 

I am not concerned that I wasted tonight.... I just wanted to give them a really good dinner.  Also glad that I didnt manage to make a reservation, if not I guess Dad will make his way there even if feeling unwell...... 

Public Holiday

Monday.  But not so blue today... Tmr's a public holiday!  But then its the last public holiday for the first half of 2014... 

Hmm... Work hard.... Jiayou!!! 

From Old Airport Road to Jurong today!

Well done! *A pat on my back*

Old Airport Road

Its been a long time!! 

Yummy yummy!!! 

Promise

Fulfilled my promise.  Washed Blackie! 

And finally a long trip.  From Vivo back to Jurong. Lolol! 

But then.... My stomach acting up again.... Is it really Blackie?  I am too nervous??!!  Sigh.....

In a recuperating stage again.....  

Sleeping early on a Friday night.....

A bit wasted..... But really tired..... Haven't been sleeping well this few days..... This week was longgg..... 

Good sleep good sleep, please come to me...... 

Thinking of a potato chips night this Friday...... Hmm....

能吃是福！！

Kemp's Brother.... Super cute with his Faces!

当我生病时，没人问候我。 我就知道我这个人一定是做的很失败的。。

I am sorry to all for being such a bad person/friend.  

Battling with my stomach these few days.... Bad days. 

看透了就不会计较了。

Still sick

Lots of wind in my stomach..... I just keep burping and burping... Uncomfortable. 

胃酸。涨风。

我都说了，吃是福。

我几时才会再得到这福呢？

我已经只剩吃才能让我开心了。现在连吃都要带走吗？

Impromptu

Labour Day Holiday.  Went to practise my driving and parking skills just before lunch.  Then went Clementi for lunch.  

Dad was supposed to have mahjong with his friends.  But they were short of 1 leg. 

Suddenly thought of jio-ing for mahjong.  Called IC and YP.  IC was super onz.  Within a short while, IC was at YP's place waiting for her.  They arrived shortly after I reached home..... 

Played mj and went for dinner together and continued the game after dinner.  I finally saw Pheobe!  Very cute and friendly girl.  Super self entertaining too! Lovely girl! 

Thanks to them for keeping my dad company for mahjong.... Thanks very much! 

I wasn't feeling well throughout the day.  After a stressful morning learning the parking from my dad, I was feeling giddy after the medication.  My stomach was giving me problems too.  Kept burping and there was a lot of wind in my stomach..... I survived through dinner.  

But at night after all had ended, I was feeling real bad.  Super nausea and uncomfortable.  The feeling was scary.  I couldn't sleep. It was really a bad night.....