I have changed.... More pessimistic now. 

Finally!!!

A swim after a long time.... 

But I am glad that I made the trip!

Yeah!  Although it was for a short while... Haha.... 

Exercise... Exercise... 

小黑

My first time tonight after a long time...
But I think I failed badly... So disappointed... Upsetting.

My weekly routine

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Friday's here again.  1 week passes very fast..... 

It has been busy.... And will be more busy.

I brought work home.... With 6 reports to finish by this weekend.... Wish me luck.... 

半途而废。

:(

好久没笑的那么开心了。。。

But.... I dont really leave a deep first impression on people.... 

Whatever..... 

With the whole family including Blackie

一个人的背影，蛮可怜的。

可是怎么样都好像没办方看到两个人的背影。。。

好失败。

Meditation

When I meditate, I think of the beach full of stars at night.  I think of the field full of sunflowers..... 

真的很不想回去做工。。

想拿多一天。。都好像不可以。

Contradicting

顾别人，自己不开心。

顾自己，压力好大，又有罪恶感。

好烦!!

Eat eat and sleep

After a few days of eating.... my face has gotten rounder.... Sigh... 

Time to do exercise again.... I must regain the exercise cycle! 

But sleep wise... My sleep still isnt very good.... Tired tired and more tired..... 

Germany Vs Portugal

Cant imagine I am watching the World Cup now.... Lolol

Germany scored the 1st goal of the match!!! Yeah.... By a yellow card..... 

Dont think I can survive till the end of the match..... Hahaha.... 

我已经吃了三天的苦瓜了。。

今晚的。。有一点苦。

哈哈。。。 

I think luck is on my side.... Lolol.... 

苦瓜咸蛋

I can have this dish everyday..... Yipee!! 

All-Time Favourite

I love this dish.... Its really tasty.... Love it! 

Do they really look alike??! I am seriously bad at that....

我又在退缩了。。

还没开始就感觉到累了。。

还没开始就想放弃了。。。

没用的我。

I am really tired today.  My knees and back are aching... Woke up early.  Went out for dinner too... Even if I napped in the afternoon.... I still feel tired now. 

I wish.... I can sleep in tmr.... 

Kemp and his Ice Cream Making Workshop

Lovely Boy

Fried Carrot Cake at Toa Payoh

We waited for this Carrot Cake for 45 minutes.... But then.... Its worth the wait!! 

So crispy... So soft.... So yummy! 

My Favourite Mee Siam at Toa Payoh

Fear

The fear I always have... When it comes to late at night.... That fear.... Nobody knows.... I seldom mention to anyone before..... 

That fear.... Is eating me up.... Slowly. 

5 June

Decided to spend my night at KTV.  Hoping it will be better.... 

I still remember.... Does he?  But this doesnt seem important now.... 

Kemp with his twisted wrist

Poor boy.  Fell down when cycling.  Ended up with a twisted wrist.... Lucky its the holidays.... But still.... Painful. 

I dont want to commit the same mistake again.... 

今天终于跨出了第一步。

好久没有这种感觉。。。

Aunties

I seldom post on FB.... But I just have to share this on FB... Its just too true. 

Progress

OTP signed... Its the family that I hoped they will buy... And its really them... But then its only the 1st step.  Lets hope the valuation will work out to be fine. 

Me and Keane in Blackie!