Having conflicts with my Mum these days..... 

Seriously dunno how to communicate with her.... 

Talking to her nicely doesnt work.... 

她觉得我在针对她。  

我对事不对人！！

Success!

Swimming this morning.

Feeling much better......

TGIF!

Finally left the office.  I didnt want to bring work home this weekend, hence I stayed back to finish the work I wanted to finish today. 

Finally done.  Not complete but at least 80%.  Feeling satisfied. 

I can totally enjoy my 2 days of wekends with no work..... 

Super busy these days.  Elmo's cases are really not easy.  And its alot.  And I cant seem to cry out loud.  

Not letting it out seems.... Bad for myself.  Still trying to cope and handle it well... I wonder how long it will take me to do that. 

I have to do it.  I have to do it. I have to succeed.  I have to succeed. 

Super Dislike!

Like mother, like daughter. 

Super inconsiderate!!

Super dislike!

今天想找人吃饭的我。。却找不到人陪我吃饭。

结果。。没吃什么。只吃了一些杂物。

寂寞孤独。。

Stressed

So busy with work these days... Until I wanna cry. 

But so-called experienced de me, cannot cry and I need to cope with it calmly. 

Really busy and loads of work.... Stressed!!

My face... Breaking out recently.  Not sure why... And scars cannot seem to go away.... Sigh... 

不认老都不行了。

Things have changed.  Time have passed..... In a blink of eye. 

什么都不是

还没到家。。

没人打给我。

原来没了他们，我什么都不是。。。

Feeling down....

Cannot decide if I want to go out or go home..... 

The view from my room...

Though not a fantastic view and will soon be blocked.... But It does gives me a sense of comfort when seeing this view.... 

DEFENSIVE

I super super dislike people who are defensive!!!!! 

SUPER DISLIKE!!! 

Boss wedding at W Hotel

Morning Walk -- Last minute decided....

I had a dream this morning.... Long time since I dreamt....

I can remember the details.  

It is a happy/unhappy dream.  Happy of the happenings in the dream.  Unhappy... Because of the people I dreamt of. 

But then again I woke up happy.  For a second, I thought it was real.  Or rather I hoped it was real.....

I am still glad that I dreamt.... 

Really, Having dreams is bigger than anything. 

Weekends Breakfast

一包简单的 Nasi Lemak 加上一杯 3in1 咖啡，坐在我家的阳台。 

就是我最满足的早餐了！

Good morning!!! 

早到家的感觉真真好！！

在家的感觉真好！

Feeling emotional...... 

Grumpy Old Woman

"Are you gonna stay in this job for the next 10 years and become a grumpy old woman?"  My colleague asked this question..... 

I said I cannot change the fact that I will become old but I can control the grumpy part... I can control myself not to become grumpy..... 

They are always amazed at the fact that I can stay in the same job for 10 over years.  She asked how do I get over the bored and routine part.  

I told her quite alot, we chatted at the MRT station.  Not sure if I managed to make her feel better.  Hope it does. 

My job becomes trying to make people stay on in this job..... Or rather convincing others or rather myself that Its okay to stay in this job for long long long time.... 自欺欺人吗？

Hahaha.... 

Keane 1st swimming. Disaster LOL.

I guess it was his 1st time.  He was scared and nervous?!  Maybe the water was too cold.  Maybe it was too sunny. Maybe he got hungry thereafter. He was not used to it initially.  But started to splash water thereafter. But shortly after, he started crying...... 

So we had to stop.  Went home.  Everyone was so tired.  Napped. 

But still was tired after waking up.

Maybe the sun was too draining....  

注定的

Just when I said I forgotten his looks...... ........ SIGH. 

1st time!

Bringing Keane to the pool today! 1st time!  Excited and nervous!! 

Hope he likes to play with the water!! 

Spend over 3 hundreds of dollars yesterday just buying swimming stuff for them... Sigh.  I am just like the ATM. 

I saw this post by my friend and I totally agree!!!

忽然之间

我忘记了他的样子。。。

I can do it I can do it I can do it

Anything that doesnt kill me makes me Stronger...... 

Be strong..... I can do this!! Dont give up!!! 

加油加油加油！！！

工作运

我的工作运在上半年是第一名。

不过压力会比开心多。。因为天蝎座只想把自己的事做完。好准哦！！

这就是天蝎座。刚看完“女人我最大”。哈哈！

Wednesday

Mid-week!  In fact I was on leave on Monday... I only worked for yesterday.... But I have damn lots of work to do and clear...... 

Feels like going out for dinner and KTV... But feels obligated to go home for dinner and work too..... 

Sigh. 

Weekends

At home these 2 days.  Today spent whole day taking care of Keane.  I am so tired now..... 

时间都去哪了

时间过的真的很快。

一天，一星期，一个月，一年。。就这样过去了。。不知不觉，好像没做什么，时间就过去了。

这感觉。。真不好。

戒不掉的泡泡茶！！

气死我了！！

I love Friday nights!!

Finally went swimming tonight!  But the water was damn bloody cold!! Freezing when I came out and waited to bathe..... Arghh.... 

Lying on my bed now watching TV... In fact I just loves the moments watching TV on my bed..... Feeling tired after the swimming session but refusing to sleep.... Too early to sleep... 

Yawns.... 

Swimming

I hope I can swim tonight.... Long time since I swam.... 

Swimming pool, please open!!

下雨的晚上

回家的路上，下大雨了。

看到一位老公下巴士时，打开了伞，转身，为老婆撑伞。

感动。

什么时候才会有男人为我撑伞呢？

一种平凡的幸福。

1st time at 美人窝！

Keane

Save ME!!!!! 

破戒了。。真没用！

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Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to my Mum.. Her birthday was on 2 Jan.  

Happy Birthday to my Dad.  His birthday 4 Jan.  Coming soon in a few minutes... 

Wishing them good health and happy always!  And and... Harmony. 

Mum has been giving us lots of nonsense recently until I cannot really accept it... Think Dad is in a worse situation than me... He has to accept her nonsense... Quietly. 

I still hope he can be happy and healthy. 

The giving man in my family.  Always responsible and always giving us alots.  A man that I always admire and respect and of course loves him alots.... 

Happy Birthday Papa... 

Finally

Finally made a trip to IKEA and bought all the stuff needed for my house!! 

Finally finally!! So so crowded at IKEA today... But we made it back... Yeah!

Its a working day tmr and then its the weekends again! 

Hope for a new good start for work tmr!

I hope I can feel better tmr!