Lucky tonight my stomach is better... Also, I took my dose of chinese medicine... Wanted to watch Running Man to stay awake through midnight.... But after sleeping for only a few hours last night and no napping this afternoon, I am starting to feel sleepy already.  

I guess quietly peacefully passing my days have become my norm.  Thats how I spent my year and thats how I will spend my last day of the year too.  

I guess my wishes have become quite standard too.  For the new year, I just hope that myself and the people I love be happy and be healthy.  

Goodbye 2015.  Welcome 2016. 

Happy new year..... 

Last Day of Year 2015

Time flies.. A year just flew by like that... 

Towards this year end, I have been very busy with work, only managing to be on leave on the last week of Dec.  

I thought I could take a good rest but my stomach acted up... Torturing me... 

Bloated.. Nausea... Again.  

It was especially tough last night... Struggled with it and I managed to sleep at 1am plus when I actually went to bed at 9pm plus... Tormenting. 

Today my digital lock's coming to install. Waiting for the guy to come at 10am.  

Maybe later I will go see the AMK doctor if he is available...... I cannot be starting the new year like that.... 

圣诞节前夕 - 平安夜

我又生病了。

忙了几个礼拜。终于在 22 日搞个段落。

昨天睡不好，头痛，今天又自找麻烦，空肚吃药，结果超级不舒服。。肚子胀，想吐，头晕。

没办法只好留给我的同事帮我做。。

我好累。可是，我终于放假了。。好想好好休息。。

Today I told my colleague that I put the Ambi Pur thingy upside down.... And she say its not the way to put that.... So I immediately ask my Dad to rescue 小黑....

True enough when I got back home today, the whole refill was dryed up even though I put a new refill only on Sunday..... 

Duh.... Stupid me. 

Is this the correct way? To put it upside down?  I have not been putting it upside down.... And I always wondered why the smell dont come out....

I only started putting it upside down yesterday... Duh.... Lol.... 

Its been a long time....

Long time since I sat in this type of old bus... Appeared this morning... Dunno why but it feels quite nostalgic.  Lol. 

Good morning! Its Monday.  I have to survive this week and next week I will be on leave!! Looking forward!! 

Stress and de-Stress

I have been so busy ever since after my birthday and especially after begining Dec.... So busy and stressed.  

Been leaving office 8 plus 9 for the past week... Taking cab home so that I wont reach home too late for dinner.  

Weekends.  Busy doing exercise therapy and retail therapy.  Swimming on Saturday and Cycling on Sunday.  

Went to the An Digital Lock showroom and finally bought my digita lock.  Coming to install on 31 Dec.  

Then went Expo.  There is this Megatex and BHG Sale.  Buy buy and buy.  Spend money... So tired. Therapies are to help me destress..... 

My Favourite Bak Ku Teh and Pig's Trotters at AMK

Singapore is getting real crowded.... 

Happy Birthday my dear friend.  

Our friendship is one of a kind. 

Finally settled in my bed.  Just finished dinner and bath.  Left office at about 8.  Took a cab home cos I didnt want to reach home too late and cos I was very hungry.  

Stomach had sharp pain at about 5 plus 6.  Super painful.  But tahan till 8.  I had work to be finished... Sigh. 

I have to survive this week and till next Tuesday when the entire loan is activated and drawn down... Hang in there... 

This week would be a mad rush.... Busy busy busy..... I hope things will end before Christmas.... 

Finally.... BKK.

Decided on a date to BKK next year.  

Finally going back to a place that I was familiar. 

I am looking forward.  Yeah I miss BKK!! 

姑妈的 Birthday Celebration

姑妈 started celebrating her birthday at Lei Garden few years ago.  

From few years ago, I started coming Lei Garden at Chijmes once a year.  

Happy Birthday. 

Today's Brunch

Brunch cum KTV

As I get older, my circle of friends remains limited... And all the more I cherish my old friends.  Such gatherings are hard to come by. 

The 2nd photo is hilarious... Dunno how to explain but it looks really funny. 

On leave yesterday.  Mc today cos last night diarrhoea.  But I am so stressed even at home.  Things keep coming in and piling.... Dunno how is my colleague coping.  I am worried when I go back tmr.  

My body's at home but my heart's at work.  This year end, no peace till I go on leave during the last week of Dec. Been busy after my birthday leave in Nov. 

And my colleague has been asking me to take leave.... Cos she wants to cover me.  Her own cases are not active and she has nothing to do at work, hence she wants to do my cases..... Duh... I am being stressed to take leave..... 

So bloody tired this week.  And yes, its only Tuesday. 

On leave tmr.  Kemp's quarterly checkup. 

I need to take leave to sleep in...... But I am so damn busy...... I have to stop myself from bringing laptop home..... 

Our Botak

5th day of Dec.  So fast.  

Haven really enjoyed this holiday (as in waking up every morning at 6.50am instead of 6.20am), looks like it is coming to an end now... 

Weekdays. I am busy with work. 

Weekends. That woman must disturb me. 

Damnit. I hate my life. 

Talked to my colleague today.  It reminded me of how good he was, how fortunate And lucky I was.  But it was.... All in the past.  

有他的我是多么的幸福。

现在的我只能期待一年一次的生日祝福。

现在的我，只能很用心的照顾我的家人，在朋友和同事前表现的开朗。

他的离开，我的单身是好的。谁都不会被我或我的家庭连累。我的家庭及幸福又复杂，看似开心又不开心。矛盾的家庭。。

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“你过得好吗？”

Monday.  Realised that Mum's leg was swollen.  Brought her to Louise the next day.  Louise said her blood sugar was too high thats why leg swollen.  Sigh. 

Instead of blaming her for not able to control her food intake, I guess I had myself to blame too.  I guess I fed her with too much sweet stuff already..... 

Stressed. Louise didnt want her to take medicine so she asked to control diet. 

I hope her swell goes away soon. 

I became paranoid again.... Worried. 

Coming to end of 2015.....

Nov has ended.  Here comes Dec.  

Time passes super fast.  Maybe age is catching up... They say as you age, you feel that time passes faster.... How true. 

Cannot even remember what I did this year.... What happened this year.... SIGHH...