Feeling of being sabotaged at work.... Sigh.... To raise his CSO in place, he actually put me down..... Sigh. 

Office politics.... 

Goodbye my Big Hero... 

Been so sick for the last few days. 

My stomach problem came back again because I ate laksa last week.  Bad move.  My recovery process was back to square one.  I had to do it all over again. 

But still, my stomach isnt that good these days.  Eating slow. Standing after eating. Watching my diet. No spicy. No coffee tea. Even bread is a no no. 

And Kemp has to irritate me by giving me the I Know attitude. Really same as the mother. I hate it. I hate his mother. 

What kind of life am I leading?  So tired of everything. Just when I want to take it slow at work, I received lawyer's letter that my last 10% of the loan would be disbursed soon.  Sigh.  Actually expected. 

New Year. New Start.

I have been on leave since Christmas Eve.  Finished clearing my work emails yesterday night.  Finished cleaning my house this morning.  Time for a final afternoon rest before I go back to work tmr.  

These days have been battling with my stomach problems and been feeling weak, but I guess everything happens for a reason.  Time to start to really watch my diet and skip those forbidden foods.  

I guess I know what is important to me right now.  Eat healthily, not just myself but for my entire family.  Exercise twice a week, Saturdays and Sundays.  Family and friends.  

Work I guess still rank last on my list.  If the rumour we heard is true, then I think I will accept a cut in my pay and bonus.  

I think I am just not willing to scarifice my top priorities just for an increase in pay, bonus and rank.  

Happy new year!  May the year 2016 be a good one for my family and friends!