Battery.... Down.

Monday.  I was down with headache and menses pain.  Monday night, my stomach's started feeling painful.  I thought it was menses pain... But it seems not.  

Tuesday. Stomach's still painful. Louise said its constipation.  After drinking her medicine, I feel better... 

Feel like taking another day off tmr.  But guess my work's piling... Torn between going back to work and resting at home. 

Day out

   

Denial, Anger, Avoidance, Acceptance

I am now at the fourth stage... 

Hopefully I can survive through this. 

My poly buddies

 

We were always short of 1.  But today We managed a 5, finally, after a long time! 

Andrew's just got married and he is going to be a Dad in Oct.  Happy for him! 

Jp is happily married with 2 kids.  Shalley, sadly We heard today she is filing for separation.. Not too sure of the details thou.  As usual me and Gaius are still single, after a long time... Both Unable to be committed.  

My friends from Ngee Ann. 

想太多

情绪起起伏伏。

好累。

我的第一次

  

Took half day today before starting to cover my colleague for the rest of the week starting tomorrow.  

Yesterday I also took urgent leave.  Couldnt sleep the day before.  I couldnt have peace.  Exploded again..... 

No mood to work today... Took urgent half day.  Decided to watch a movie myself.  Non-peak hour.  Shouldnt be too awkward... 

I should be fine.  I will be fine.  

忽然之间

觉得好寂寞。

不要说找人出国难，想找个人陪我看戏吃饭都难。

Mid life crisis. 

Its been awhile - East Coast Park

  

Cycling at East Coast Park.  Been a long time since we came here.  We cannot even find the bicycle rental shops..... 

Whole afternoon out.  

The outcome of not able to go BKK = Stuff myself with Tom Yam

 

Last Minute..

I almost wanted to book the BKK trip with 妹妹 departing this Friday.... But then again, the coward me still cannot sleep alone and I find it troublesome for her sister and cousin if I were to join in last minute.... Sigh. 

My trip.  Gone. 

BKK still makes my heart flutter.  I still have things there that I will always miss. The food, the shopping, the culture and the people.... I will always be tempted to go whenever people bring up... 

Its been awhile... A night out.

   

Long time since I met Nicole 妹妹。 And its been awhile since I had such company and fun.  Somewhere other than home that I can hang out at... 

妹妹 still single but actively searching for love.  She wants to be the one to choose and not the one chosen.  However I am at the age of being chosen and not able to choose.  Lol. 

Time flies.  Its been 5 years since our last relationship.  And yeah, the longer you stay alone, the tougher it is to allow another person in your life.  And my life doesnt consist of me alone.  Its burdensome to have another person share my load.  Hence, why date and spoil another life? 

Today's a PH and I am slacking at home.  I want a holiday but these days its hard to get friends on a holiday....