I am back to square one.  Nothing will change for the time being.  I cannot do anything now.  I am back to my stucky life... 

DBSS is a subsidised flat.  My parents have utilised their 2 chances of getting a subsidised flat.  I can only do transfer of ownership after MOP.  

Kemp’s teacher just called me.  Told me about how he slackens for his homework and his exam results.  Again and again... 

I am really sick and tired of it.... 2 setbacks, 1 after another.  

Still stuck, still stuck with them, still stuck with nonsense shitty business.  

我的好朋友

At times like this.. I am really glad to have them around.  Although we meet for meals but sometimes remain quiet, but we are not at all awkward. 

Its that kind of comfort. 

Thank you girls for being around, for being in my life.  

我要在精神上，金钱上，撑起整个家。。。

我真的很累

The swimming pool at Fitness First Westgate.  A place where I can spend time on weekends.  

母亲节快乐

Happy Mother’s Day.  No celebration, no present for my Mum.  

没有丰富的晚餐，没有大肆的庆祝。

可是那并不代表我不在乎我妈妈。 

我对这个家的付出，对他们的关心和爱护，他们应该感受的到。

不用多说什么，也不用多做什么。

我不是个会说话的人，也不会把爱❤️ 的话挂在嘴边。

Nonetheless, still wishing my Mum happiness and good health.  Dont be like a kid, still yearning for attention.  Take good care of yourself and stop nagging at Dad. Its only when you take good care of your health then you can have the mood and energy to go out and have fun..... 

This week

Its been a long week.  Started covering and was super duper busy the entire week.  

Finally made up my mind at the start of the week but somethings had to happen, as if telling me to reverse my decision.  

“I cannot take on the role of a RM just because I want to earn more money”

工作的烦恼，家人的问题，赚钱的压力。

我的生活，我的人生，真的只有这样吗？

好累。 😔

人是自私的。

My Hamster’s new Home

Rainy Friday... TGIF

Raining now... The sound of rain is relaxing.... 

Kemp is having exams next week so I am not bringing Keane over this weekend. 

I hope to get some rest... some good rest before I start covering my colleague for the next 2 weeks.  

Tired these days.  Not having good sleep... I just hope to eat well, shit well and sleep well these days.