Goodbye 2018, Welcome 2019
Today is the last day of 2018. I must say, it was a satisfying year.
Signed up for FF membership. Started exercising on a frequent basis. My routine now is yoga twice a week and swimming once a week.
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Started my Invisalign journey end of last year. I am on my 25/28 set of aligners now. Yes, my teeth is straighter now. But I must say, my bite is different now and my teeth has become sensitive.
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Went to Australia (Melbourne) for the 1st time. It was also the 1st time that I did a self drive (of course, not me driving most of the time).
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Had planned to bring my family again to Taiwan on a free and easy tour. This was finally done this year too, after Kemp finished his PSLE. I spent alot, including expenses on the accomodation driver and etc.
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After few years of stress with Kemp's stuff and even undergoing counselling in the year 2017, I finally managed to destress by starting yoga. And most importantly, I didnt stress Kemp further for his PSLE year (as I wanted myself to do so).
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Learnt to think for myself more. Hence, made the decision to have Kemp go back to stay with his parents, buy a resale flat for my parents and myself to live alone.
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Finally decided to take on case. Cases are already allocated to me and this will take effect next year. Ever since I told my boss about my decision, I have been on a rollercoaster - a series of emotions from being nervous to excited, to scared, to now, I am actually looking forward to the new challenges.
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Went to watch Mayday concert in Bangkok. It was a last minute decision, with the tickets not available on the official ticketing website. Had to find sellers who are selling the tickets, booked last minute flights and hotels. Skeptical about going alone and etc.
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Of course, the 1 and only thing that made an impact in my 2018 was to contact and meet him again. After a long 6 years. It was some real story about an ex-deejay that I read online that made me contact him again and be brave about facing the so-called fact that he was married and with kids. The so-called fact turned out to be a misunderstanding. But his status were not available also. After meeting up, it was a series of ups and downs. All the ups and downs were associated with him.
现在的我们，关系复杂。
以后的我们，我不知道。
我只能，一天过一天。尽量开心的每一天。
其实，能和他有一段曾经不能忘的感情，我应该知足了。
如果能和他再在一起，那是最好的。 如果不能，我也没什么好遗憾了。
该做的，该说的，我都做了说了。就看我们的缘分了。
听天由命。
2019年，要学会感恩感激， “比上不足，比下有余”，要做一个给自己也给别人正能量的人 - 这是我自己要告诉自己的话。
posted by skycityy at 9:31 PM
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