I thought I would be able to fulfil my long awaited dream this year... But then... Sigh.. 

Disappointment.... but relief because somehow dont have the mood since yesterday night...... 

如果买得到，也 sian, 现在买不到，也 sian..... 

Weekends.... flies

Weekends ended.. just like that.  

In fact, everyday passes by very fast..... 

I have many plans for this year end.. wanted to book a short trip to Bangkok for my family.. but I guess I have to give up because I am thinking of re modeling my kitchen, my balconies and whatever that is needed..... 

红红的太阳

生命

Heard a bad news this morning when I woke up.  One of our secondary school friend met with a car accident and passed away early morning in Malaysia. 

I do not know him personally.. But I do know who he is, how he looks like and etc. My heart did ached though.... 

I know death is part and parcel of life.  Death comes to all ultimately.  So what matters in life? 

Just as when I was feeling meaningless about life, about how unaccomplished I am with no love, no kids, with no career, no dreams, no ambition...... 

So.. what really matters?  I may look strong on the outside but deep down, I feel lost, meaningless and useless.  

The beauty of Nature

A piece of Happiness

快乐可以很简单。 

School holidays start, so does my leave.  

Enjoying the simplicity in life..... 

As one gets older, we have so many things to be worried about.... Family, health, work, money and more..... 

So tired.