slept late or "early" again.. these few nights, have been sleeping at tat kinda hrs lor.... hahaha...

my eye care... buy liao, applying now.. dunno got use anot.. cos i slp at tat hrs.. hahaha

mahjong again... shit.. i think i getting abit sick liao......

went RC after mahjong, together with yongsheng, weiqi, jiashun, weiwen..

actually i was hesitating to go... but i still went in the end.. i know i will be very bo liao but i still went..

i want to see if i will bump into him there.... in the end, i bumped into yp and steven..

yp asked me if i have recovered all of a sudden... i asked her if steven got keep in contact with him... asked her if there is a possibility of steven meeting him without her knowing.. she say possible lor..

thought of him.. cos we also played pool during our first meeting....

i haven recovered.. seriously.. i still miss him alot... yp asked me to find another one.. its hard lor, cos will compare... AIYAH! i dunno lar..

i dun want to think now... i'm scared.. that i will go through the pain again... and nobody can guarantee that i wont go through the pain again....... sigh

anyway... can i have some fun first? though its lonely at times.. but i just wan to have fun....

mahjong is only for me to pass time.... actually i'm not concentrating at the game.. just trying to pass time... its easy to pass time u know... and im getting sick of it..... hahahaa... shit, then i got to find another hobby that is easy to pass time...... hahahaah