mc today. itchy rashes. sigh.. guess its because of the dress that i wore to work yesterday, i din wear before and never wash before.. haiz..

super itchy during the night lor.. but now, after eating the medicine and applying the lotion, i feel better liao.. *prays hard*

baobei felt sick for the past few days. he feverish, temperature keeps going up and down. worst of all, he keeps crying in the middle of the night, disturbing everyone's sleep.

lucky for now, he is better already. was so worried that my dad din have enough sleep taking care of him...

qiang qiang and kitty are together.. one happy news this week.. actually i feel happy for her, because its always better to have someone beside you when you are unhappy and down.... but then deep down, i feel abit jealous.. hahaha... you have someone's company as soon as someone left you... how good is that, you wont have any period of being alone.... whereas i am sick of being alone

i couldnt sleep yesterday night cos it was super itchy.... i sat on my bed alone, holding to my phone, thinking of finding someone to talk to, to tell the someone of my frustration, of my helplessness.....

actually i only hope that you can tell me that, you want to be with me forever, want to take care of me forever..... then i wil be contented....

seems easy... but then soo hard to find

met ys for lunch.... had japanese bento....

he passed me my present.... necklace from soo kee..

had dinner with sakae near jurong point.... with ic, ws, boon.... thereafter, they came over my hse to play mahjong.... ws, ic, boon and ys....

i din play... maid lor, cooked noodles for them.. hahaha then wq came over very late.. he had some farewell dinner before that....

went to the movie event... watched casino royale at gv marina square..

wq and boon came to fetch me and lc.. went to east coast to have our dinner.. thereafter we went to sentosa.. ya again.. hahaha...

starry starry night..... saw alot of stars... so happy.... haahahaa..... twinkle twinkle little stars.....

still on mc.. really sick lor.... see, i cannot take mc... will have retribution one.. hahhaa.... some nonsense conclusion that i came to recently... hahhaa..

took mc.. cos we had vc discussion at yp hse.... and i really fell sick... had sore throat initially.... then ended up with cold and fever......

felt so sick and weak throughout.. but luckily, the time we spent was worth it....

had pizza at clarke quay with boon and wq.. went around to explore places.. went to ponggol jetty... went to this place the first time with ws and ic.. then went there again today with boon and wq.... thereafter we went to geylang to eat dim sum.....

wahh super sinful... super full lor... hahahhaa...

mahjong with kitty, ws and ic... had a short game... and we went holland v to eat dinner at crystal jade..

went orchard to see the lightings.. yeah, so happy.. its christmas lighting again.. !! .. and yes, it is christmas lighting again..........

went to palawan beach at sentosa... went to the most southern part of south east asia.... nice place...

had dinner at lerk-thai at marina square with nicole, lc, lc's friend, wq and ys.. well, i know its a odd group.. but it was unexpected, trust me.. hahahaha..

went around shopping after dinner.... and then we headed home...

wq walked me home.. hmm, i told him alot of things... his good and bad points... hope he can realise it and change for the better bah.. maybe i am giving him a chance subconsiously... but then, maybe i am just doing my part as a friend.... just like how we will tell wai siong abt his good and bad points...

ws wanted me to go shopping with him... but i told him i was lazy to go out lar.. hahaha.

wq, boon, ys came my hse to play mahjong.. thereafter we went bedok to eat minced meat noodles and fried oyster.. oohh yummy! then we went marina south to play pool... hahaha my training again... hehehe.... everytime after playing pool, my shoulders, legs feel so aching, so stretched.. hahaha...

slept at 5am plus....

happy birthday!

met ws and ic at night, but only for awhile... ws bought me a 4 leaf clover handphone strap.. nice wor.. hahaha.. so gan dong leh...

but i had to go home cos my stomach was churning upside down.. sigh, dunno its cos of the ice cream or the chicken rice chilli that mother made.. hahahaa....

i told ys and wq that i do appreciate their efforts and thank them for the flowers, but seriously i do prefer more practical stuff..

worst thing that happen of all, he actually ask boon to ask kitty what i was thinking, that was the ultimate, the very thing that made me pissed off... i was a little stressed and 'upset' when i saw their flowers in the morning.. then when i know that boon called kitty, i was so damn pissed off.... angry, can u don't involve EVERYBODY? super turn-off....

everything that ws, yp and kit said about wq, i know it in my heart... yeah, the way he do things is abit kiddy i guess.. its as though we were all in secondary school..... but one thing i can say is that when he do things for me, his intention is only to make me happy... that is what i think lar... just quote an example, rem the time when he bought ice cream for me and waited for me at the mrt? he actually wanted to walk me home, but i just refused and asked him to go home straight and that i will walk home myself... he said "okok, i dun want to make u angry, i will go home, u just be careful on ur way home k?"

he's that kind.. where if u ask him to shut up, he will.. whatever u ask him to do, he will do it, in order not to make u angry just want u to be happy..

whereas ys is very stuborn in this sense, he just do what he thinks is correct and good for me, not caring whether or not u are comfortable or happy or not.... i can tell u if i quote the same example, he will definitely insist on walking home with me and i will feel super irritated (i mean, i hate it when i dun get my way lar) but of course, i wont deny that he is attentive at times.... not siding with who right now, just want to state what i like or dislike about the both of them lor....

anyway.. i still miss him lar.... sorry to say that, i know my sisters want me to forget him, but say me useless lar, i am stil unable to do that..

i wonder if he remembers my bdae.. before my bdae, i wonder if he will send me sms to wish me.... when i receive the flowers at my office, i wonder if its from him.... there are so many reminders online now, he will be reminded lor.. but its a fact that he didnt wish me lor.... its been 4 months, wonder how has he been?

how i wish the flowers were from him.. how i wish wl was right to say somebody's proposing to me... how i wish we were still together right now....

wanted to go do my hair treatment.... but last minute, had a super craving for ktv... and so i jio-ed boon, wq, ys, ws, kit and yp for dinner and ktv...

and most surprising of all, i received flowers and ballons! hahaha... suddenly, everybody's attention was on me.. kh came over first, asked me who gave me the flowers..... my big boss, wl, exclaimed wahh someone's proposing to you, when are u getting married, shall prepare a big ang pow for yah....

hahahaa... and everybody just came over, admired my flowers and talked to me, asked me if it was my birthday, wished me happy birthday..... a hectic afternoon, worse of all, i was seated near the pantry, so almost everybody on the floor knew about it....

got ws to come fetch me after work... needed his help actually to help put the balloons in the car.. lol... ys finished work at 6, actually i told him that we were all meeting at vivo and that ws was coming to fetch me.... in the end, he came over to my office, waited for me downstairs.. actually i was upstairs, i had stuff to do, but it was nothing urgent, but still i told him i was rushing something out..... in the end, i still went down slightly early cos elmo was leaving so asked me to leave with her... hmm...

went vivo, settled dinner at dian xiao er, cos we didnt have to wait for seats over there.. and they bought a hiagen-diaz ice cream cake for me...

had a few mouthfuls.... but i guess everybody was simply too full, so forced the cake down their throats... hahahaha.... only the guys though...

first time i cut birthday cake.. first time i had people singing birthday song for me.. and its with all my good friends.. friends whom i know for long, friends that are good to me.. thank you very much!

went clementi ktv with ws and kitty.. reached home at 3am plus..

thanks sisters for giving me the flowers and balloons.. love yah always!