happy birthday!

met ws and ic at night, but only for awhile... ws bought me a 4 leaf clover handphone strap.. nice wor.. hahaha.. so gan dong leh...

but i had to go home cos my stomach was churning upside down.. sigh, dunno its cos of the ice cream or the chicken rice chilli that mother made.. hahahaa....

i told ys and wq that i do appreciate their efforts and thank them for the flowers, but seriously i do prefer more practical stuff..

worst thing that happen of all, he actually ask boon to ask kitty what i was thinking, that was the ultimate, the very thing that made me pissed off... i was a little stressed and 'upset' when i saw their flowers in the morning.. then when i know that boon called kitty, i was so damn pissed off.... angry, can u don't involve EVERYBODY? super turn-off....

everything that ws, yp and kit said about wq, i know it in my heart... yeah, the way he do things is abit kiddy i guess.. its as though we were all in secondary school..... but one thing i can say is that when he do things for me, his intention is only to make me happy... that is what i think lar... just quote an example, rem the time when he bought ice cream for me and waited for me at the mrt? he actually wanted to walk me home, but i just refused and asked him to go home straight and that i will walk home myself... he said "okok, i dun want to make u angry, i will go home, u just be careful on ur way home k?"

he's that kind.. where if u ask him to shut up, he will.. whatever u ask him to do, he will do it, in order not to make u angry just want u to be happy..

whereas ys is very stuborn in this sense, he just do what he thinks is correct and good for me, not caring whether or not u are comfortable or happy or not.... i can tell u if i quote the same example, he will definitely insist on walking home with me and i will feel super irritated (i mean, i hate it when i dun get my way lar) but of course, i wont deny that he is attentive at times.... not siding with who right now, just want to state what i like or dislike about the both of them lor....

anyway.. i still miss him lar.... sorry to say that, i know my sisters want me to forget him, but say me useless lar, i am stil unable to do that..

i wonder if he remembers my bdae.. before my bdae, i wonder if he will send me sms to wish me.... when i receive the flowers at my office, i wonder if its from him.... there are so many reminders online now, he will be reminded lor.. but its a fact that he didnt wish me lor.... its been 4 months, wonder how has he been?

how i wish the flowers were from him.. how i wish wl was right to say somebody's proposing to me... how i wish we were still together right now....