met xinling on the train on monday. long time since i saw her. not much change though. anyway just glad to meet her again.

meetup with sh, an and vin for dinner on wednesday. helped sh shopped for wedding bands. she and her bf have plans to get married next year. congrats!

we looked at wedding bands. my cousin's wedding just over. ohh! i also want to get married!! hahaha..

i wish.. i hope.. but i know some things can't be forced.. so should i be sitting here and wait for love or should i go and find love? hahaha.. tough question, isn't it? if i take the initiative, then some may deem me as desperate.. but then again, i am not one who will sit down and wait and drag kinda of person..

well, its not really within my control right..

but its that kind of pressure u face from relatives, parents and blah.. and the feeling of loneliness that is hardest to bear..

i just want one to take care of me.. but to be fair, i have to admit that there's one good to me lar.. ys .. but being practical and being truthful to myself, i can only say i dun feel for him lor.. yes, feel for a good friend, but not a partner lor.. sounds cruel ah? sorry..

dun worry.. this is just a small part of life.. i know there's no point thinking so much..

=)

wishing you a blissful marriage!!

three new kids in our family, fangwei, ah boy and clarissa!!!



aunt linda and fangwei with his famous pig face!



my mum, aunt justina and clarissa (my newly born niece)!!





yesterday was a long day. my cousin, jing ping's wedding.

woke up at 5am. prepared and was on the way to bedok. there was a traffic jam cos there was accident along the PIE! and the taxi was like motionless for like 10 to 15 mins! my god, it was like "what will go wrong will go wrong".. i was getting panicky, dun tell me the worst scenario will come true?? my worst scenario was that i will reach after the groom and be stuck outside whilst the rest of the jie mei carried on with the games..

well i finally reached and even ask the cab driver to keep the change while i rushed up.. ok, i wasn't late lar..

and so, the guys reached and we played.. it was pretty fun i enjoyed myself.. but it ended hastily as my auntie was rushing us and u know, we gotto obey and open the door asap.. but i think simon (the groom) was pretty cool and prepared and "fearless".. and so it was pretty smooth.. not signs of not sporty or shy or whatever.. just cool about the whole thing.. hahahah

and so, the morning part was over.. we just accompanied the bride to the groom's house where they had the tea cermony and back to her own house thereafter..

i was tired and so, i had a short nap.. then, i was awaken by my aunties and cousins talking in the room.. and i woke up.. so, they were talking abt one of the brothers, thomas.. i guess my auntie knew him and asked abt the girlfriend.. my younger cousin was saying that his gf was one of the jie mei also.. and my auntie commented that she wasn't that pretty.. and the focus was that, when the bride was throwing the flower bonquet, she was apparently aiming at the thomas's gf but then the bonquet just fell onto the floor, the gf din catch it..

thereafter, the gf, me and my younger cousin were in thomas's car, going back to my cousin's house.. then the gf asked us why we din catch the flower bonquet, well so i asked her back.. guess whats her answer? "cos i haven found the one i want to marry".. my god and the thomas was beside her driving.. the whole atmoshphere immediately changed...

well, my younger cousin told my auntie this short happening, and my auntie was like "oh why not intro to shuyi".. then i was there, yah, hmm... so i just commented, okok, i shall go talk to him during the dinner later.. hahaha.. and i also heard that the couple got back together recently after separating for a year..

well, we went to the hotel room at about 3pm plus.. cos my cousin had arranged her makeup artist to help us do our hair for the night..

and finally, it was the dinner already.. nothing much, i was already exhausted and i "knock off" earlier than expected.. i was supposed to help out at the reception but then before the dinner, i was already sitting at my table together with my aunties, taking photos and chatting.. hahaha

once you learn how to die, you learn how to live

sad :-(

yong-pa got cancer.. xue ai..

heart's aching when i heard this

life's so fragile. CAN U GUYS JUS UNDERSTAND THIS SIMPLE STATEMENT? ITS SIMPLE BUT ITS VERY VERY TRUE..

happy birthday boy! nice to know you as my friend. you are one of the guys that came into my life since chris left me.. well, i do appreciate that because at least i din feel lonely. anyway thanks for everything! i wish you all the best in everything you do..

met wq boon for dinner.. went kushinbo at suntec, japanese buffet.

thereafter went drinking. boon brought us to his familiar karoke pub at boat quay.

played games.. drank.. we wanted to sabo wq but in the end, i think i was the one who ganna sabo.. but i din get drunk lar, just head heavy lor..

wq drank pretty much.. boon super one, he is well trained.. lol i think can hardly get boon down lor..

anyway i had a nice day cos the buffet was nice and i enjoyed the drinking too!

sunday. sunny day. went taman jurong watched interlink played soccer. first time!

hot afternoon. though i got a headache sitting in the sun, but then i enjoyed myself. well, i have always enjoyed sun-tanning.. and of course, watching them play soccer.

went home, rested for awhile and we met for dinner again. brought them to essential brews for dinner. slacked and ate our dinner.

after dinner, we were at a loss at what to do.. well, one of the bad points being with them is that, they cannot make decisions!! hahaha

we decided to catch movie.. went to vivo but the cinema was already closed..

went home instead. well, it was twelve when we reached wq's house.. so happy birthday yah!

woosh! its been a lonnngg day!!

yes, my cable is up and my aircon is fixed. and after all that cleaning up, i am damn tired..

and my dad just has to clear up all the messy wires in my room, and its done! horray!

next week's my cousin wedding and its going to be a busy and tired weekend also.. well, keep you updated!!

hangout with the girls!

seems like we've been going out on friday nights ah!

shopped. dinner at soup restaurant. and drinks at top-of-the-m!

nice place! loved the scenary and everything.. we talked laughed and slacked.

i enjoyed myself though alot of memories came back.. i guess i have already put the past behind me? because now, i can face it with a happy face with no traces of missing.. oh well :-)

my mum nagged. i raised my voice at her. and then everything was quiet throughout the night.

oh well. she's too stressed up taking care of ah boy. guess she haven't had a good break. will be asking my sister to bring ah boy back home during the weekends so that she can have a good rest.

but then again, i think somehow she should be contented that my dad is helping out, be it taking care of ah boy or household chores. he is really one extinct type of guys lor. willing to help out and willing to tolerate her nagging.

sometimes really envy my mum. i don't think i can ever get to know such extinct type of guy lor.. lol

happy birthday girl!

happy birthday! i hope u will find your mr right soon! stay cheerful pretty always! it is not easy to find a friend in the office.. so i will always cherish our friendship!

only when u are able to accept other people's love for you, then you are able to love other people.

so jiayou wor!

tremors! did u feel it? i felt it..

e more scariest thing was the crowd, the BIG pool of people that I saw downstairs when we went down.. my god!

everybody's was there, crowding around, talking about it.. it was lunchtime also, so there was a big crowd too at the hawker centre..

scary. what if the bldg really collapse? sigh.. but then i think none of us would seriously have this thought.. even e thought came to our mind, we would simply brush it off..

tremors.. what was the first thing that came to your mind? who did u call immediately?

wq's house

went to wq's house. open house today. heard that his mum is really pretty (as quoted by boon) and that his house seldom welcome visitors as his mum dun really welcome ppl going to their hse.. so i guess we are really honoured and lucky..

reached. saw alot of boon layians, all part of interlink, their soccer team..

last day of cny also. we gambled. hahaha, shiok shiok, i got 2 ban lat and 1 ban ban consecutively when boon was the banker.. hahha so paiseh.. but shiok lor!

throughout the game, i din take out any capital, kept using the winnings.. win abit then lose abit.. and i lost all when wq was the banker, so i told him i din want to play anymore.. then he told me to help him look at his cards.. well, the cards were pretty good when i looked at it so i jokingly ask him to share his winnings with me.. and he did, hahaa.. $20 he gave me.. so i bet all, and guess what, i got ban lat!! double wor.. $60, i bet all again, and i won again.. well, it was already the last round.. in total i won $120 from him alone..

in the end, i din take the money lar.. returned all back to him cos it wasn't my money from the starting..

went to boon's hse for mahjong thereafter and left before 12pm.. gotto work the next day mah..

well, it was fun throughout.. i enjoyed myself.

有你们在我身边，我真的觉得很快乐幸福。。

took half day today. cos i had to accompany my mum to see the chinese doctor at thomson road.. she coughing for many days already and now ah boy is also down with cold and cough..

had japanese ramen with kh and lc.

as usual, whenever we are together, we will chat alot.. we do get along well.. hahaha..

and dunno why, we talked about handling 生后事.. kh says that he told his wife that he might live shorter than her and thus he keeps all his things in one place so that when it really happens, his wife knows where his things are, eg, insurance, passbooks, passwords etc..

then i added.. yah, i also only had time to settle my insurance things after i graduated.. hospitalisation and life policy.. at least i know my parents got a sum of money if i really do leave this world earlier than them..

well, very often, ppl refuse to talk about such things or rather, prepare for such things.. perhaps some are superstitutious, or maybe some just refuse to think about it.. but then again, its a fact, isn't it? we have to leave this world sooner or later, so preparing for the people who we will leave behind is a good thing bah.. at least we can leave in ease..

okok.. enough of these talk..

my future plans? probably, i will go search for jobs in hotel.. any position is okay, even in housekeeping.. but then, i hope to get the same pay lor.. if no pay increase, i guess its okay lar.. but then again, we'll see how bah.. :-)