met xinling on the train on monday. long time since i saw her. not much change though. anyway just glad to meet her again.

meetup with sh, an and vin for dinner on wednesday. helped sh shopped for wedding bands. she and her bf have plans to get married next year. congrats!

we looked at wedding bands. my cousin's wedding just over. ohh! i also want to get married!! hahaha..

i wish.. i hope.. but i know some things can't be forced.. so should i be sitting here and wait for love or should i go and find love? hahaha.. tough question, isn't it? if i take the initiative, then some may deem me as desperate.. but then again, i am not one who will sit down and wait and drag kinda of person..

well, its not really within my control right..

but its that kind of pressure u face from relatives, parents and blah.. and the feeling of loneliness that is hardest to bear..

i just want one to take care of me.. but to be fair, i have to admit that there's one good to me lar.. ys .. but being practical and being truthful to myself, i can only say i dun feel for him lor.. yes, feel for a good friend, but not a partner lor.. sounds cruel ah? sorry..

dun worry.. this is just a small part of life.. i know there's no point thinking so much..

=)