我只想做你的公主，拥有那平凡的幸福。

met ic for dinner at vivo. we had japanese food, followed by ben's & jerry ice cream. woo yummy!

its been a long time since i chatted with him like that.. nice, i enjoyed myself too!!

met yp kit and siong for ktv at orchard. well, i think everyone enjoyed themselves, including myself. yipee!

but then.. we forgot to return money to siong for the ktv.. oppsss!!! its not the first time already!!! hahahaa... hope he's doing well in his new insurance line.. hahaha..

browsed thru chris friendster. i saw a girl's photo. the caption was "someone i loved.. but sadly left me"

abit heart ache when i saw that. that means he din love all his other girlfriends, including myself?

oh well. its been nearly one year. did i really manage to put him down?

原来你付出一切爱和时间，并不表示会得到对方的爱。

原来在爱情里，努力并不会让你得到对方的爱。。

so does it mean one shouldnt put in effort in loving someone?

because no matter how much effort you put in, it doesnt seem to work..

so contradicting. i hope that someone will appear. but somehow, i am very scared of experiencing that pain again.

love really makes one vunerable..

sunday morning. woke up at 7am plus. went to pay respects to my grandpa and grandmum.

reached home at about 10am plus. my aunties all playing mahjong at my hse right now. yes, i am feeling bored now. ah boy finally fall asleep after playing for the entire afternoon.

yesterday, saturday, st wanted me to jio me for mahjong at his hse. he called me in the morning but missed call. thereafter no news from him.

wanted to send him a sms just now. but i looked through my phone and then closed again. nothing interesting to forward him actually.

he's almost as selfish as chris, i think.

friday. i sent both him and ic a sms, to apologise for not able to join them at vivo and that i had to go back home as my mum had sprained her back. ic replied saying to send regards to my mum and me to take care.

but st? no replies, no sms also.

selfish lor. perhaps he's just bored or disappointed or sian at the idea that one friend is unable join him at vivo and that he's unable to find one khaki for mahjong on saturday. but then.. u got to understand why i cant make it right?

i dunno lor. just find this kind of person selfish lor. only think of their own interests, not bothering about other people.

well, he's also a MCP, as he have admitted himself.

yeah i went suntanning again! heheh finally i get to soak in the pool at cafe del mar.. wonderful!!

i simply love the sun, the breeze and everything at the beach!! ho ho ho..

guess what? we saw ix shen and ericia lee! wow, she's very very thin lor.. but ix is really handsome.. hahaha

home now. had subway for dinner. healthy choice!

got to wake up early tmr. pay respects to my grandpa and grandma.


Daily Horoscope 21 Apr 2007
Romance takes on a high level of tension, Sok Yee, as you and a potential romantic partner start to realize exactly how much you mean to each other. We all experience fear at times like this, as loving someone leaves us vulnerable to pain and betrayal. However, in love there are no guarantees. You can only move ahead by taking a chance. Remember: your friend feels vulnerable too. For today, keep a safe distance. Then let nature take its course.

very busy at work recently. i am covering jes. well, its not just her work, but my own work is also piling up.

actually wanted to go join ic and st at vivo today. they planned to go mount faber. wanted to join them cos i wanted to go up mount faber, see stars!!

but then, mother sprained her back, i brought her to the doctor this morning. i reached office about 10am, told elmo earlier to help switch on my computer.. hehehe..

i was worried abt her, so i decided not to go anywhere but home after work.

well, she said she's feeling better after eating the medicine. hmm, what a great relief!!

my dad's the best!

dedicated to my dad.

i have a great father. i think he's the best in the world. he's a gentleman, a good man, a good husband, a good father.. has all the qualities of a good man, i hope my partner can be someone like him also, but i guess thats tough, cos such man are extinct already..

he cooks dinner for us everyday.. my mum prepares the ingredients and he cooks. sometimes when i am home late, he heats up the food for me too. after dinner, he normally will volunteer to wash the dishes also.

he likes to DIY.. whenever we go ikea to buy stuff, no matter how complicated the thing is, he will always manage to get the things up.

when my mum's sick or throwing tantrum, he will take good care of her and sometimes put up with her temper. of course there will be times when he just cannot stand her, but then, they will always "patch up" after awhile..

he has never forced me to do things which i dun like. from young, he will always talk reason with me. or leaving me to make decisions for myself and he will only state his opinions.

a good man, who cooks, who does household chores, who dotes on his wife and children, i am so proud to be his daughter.

baobei is so fortunate to be his grandson.. lol!

we chatted on the phone. well, it was a long chat, all the way till 1am plus.

he talked about his job, complained about the unhappy happenings, about his pay.

he has got his business, into home automation. but i guess this idea would only be popular in the future bah..

he has got alot of ex girlfriends.. well, i dunno the exact number.

so is that a good thing or bad thing? i dunno.. perhaps something's wrong with him since so many relationships didnt work out.. or perhaps he's just unlucky?

he asked me about my impression of him.. well, i dunno.. and i dont really trust my judgement nowadays, i told him.

happy birthday my jimmy brother!

went suntanning at sentosa. met kit's colleagues, mac and jay. one is a noisy guy. one is a quiet guy. but both are attractive man haha..

started around 2 plus. finish at about 6. we left and went vivo to shop.

ho ho i bought myself a pair of white high heels and brown shawl. yeah, dunno why, i am into brown stuff nowadays.. hahaha..

met ws and ic for supper. went starbucks and east coast. well, as usual, we just slack and talk cok outside. well, they are always into secondary school stuff especially ic. just have to get used to it. but it was odd yesterday, cos we aren't supposed to know that ws's into insurance line now. so although they did talked abit abt insurance stuff but me and kit just didn't probe. hahaha.. act blur until quiet.

but it was a good day afterall. i'm addicted to the sun! shall we make it a point to go every weekend? hahaha.. i wanna soak in the pool!

friday the 13rd. it doesn't feels like friday today.

me? pms.. wasn't in a good mood.. easily irritated frustrated, tired easily, is what makes up of me nowadays..

have i been slacking around too much? why is it that i am losing interest in stuff nowadays? argh, hate myself now.. feels like a bum. feels so lazy..

went bbdc at night, registered for school, auto. oh well, dun ask me why i din choose manual. driving a car just isn't me lor. i am a hazard on the roads..

walked home from kit's hse. well, its been a long time since i took such a long walk. but i did enjoyed it.

saw a family of four chasing bus. father, mother, daughter and son. son was running first, followed by the daughter, then the mother, then the father. what a sight! the son then stopped, ask the bus uncle to wait for his family. then the four of them boarded the bus together. suddenly, the whole picture was so heart warming.

原来生活可以如此简单，美丽，快乐。
也可以很富有，享受。
一切原来在自己手中。。

yeah! my new bed is ready and i will be sleeping on it tonight! hahaha happy!!
;-)

i added him in msn.. and i saw him online.

chatting now. he initiated it.

actually he feels like chris. just a feeling lor.

but one thing, he is a damn joker.

happy birthday girl! you will always be our big sister!
hope that you can be successful in your job and also, ur love life with steven..

went partyworld clementi with kit and yp.. passed her present to her..
sang for four hours and we left.. hehehe, i had a mahjong session thereafter.

well, ic brought his friend along, a new khaki, steven together with boon..

thereafter, boon told us his friend would be joining us.. his lian-mei.. another young girl.. gosh, leopard never change its spots, boon still have a soft spot for young girls.. hahaha

so.. i stopped playing after one round.. let them play lor..

ended at about 230am plus.. went to bed..

so tired.. always a goner after a late night's sleep.

五月天

有梦就去追， 有梦就要努力。
但努力不代表成功， 而是努力的过程就是成功。
~ 五月天

sunday. woke up early cos we went to 扫墓. well, i met boon and wq for dinner the day before. at first, i went to sentosa to find boon and his friends. they were at cafe del mar, a place for suntanning.. a pretty good place. thereafter, we left sentosa and went to vivocity for dinner. ate sushi tei.

actually i wanted to play mahjong. but it was already like 10 plus when they arranged, so i told them i cannot play cos gotto wake up early the next day, and so they found another khaki. they sent me home and i slept quite late.

was like zombie when i woke up this morning. but it was crowded lor at the mandai crematorium. as crowded as shopping centre.. lol.

ended around 9 plus. supposed to go my big auntie's housewarming party, but i decided not to go last minute.

yes, i just woke up.
did my hk trip research liao.. most tempting offer is from GR travel, staying in prudential hotel.. woo $855 bucks.. but the hotel looks fantastic.. hehehehe
stanford hotel is at $765.