browsed thru chris friendster. i saw a girl's photo. the caption was "someone i loved.. but sadly left me"

abit heart ache when i saw that. that means he din love all his other girlfriends, including myself?

oh well. its been nearly one year. did i really manage to put him down?

原来你付出一切爱和时间，并不表示会得到对方的爱。

原来在爱情里，努力并不会让你得到对方的爱。。

so does it mean one shouldnt put in effort in loving someone?

because no matter how much effort you put in, it doesnt seem to work..

so contradicting. i hope that someone will appear. but somehow, i am very scared of experiencing that pain again.

love really makes one vunerable..