thurs nite. i feel so moody these days. cos i'm worried abt my mum. i feel so helpless. seeing her walk with difficulty, i cant do anything. can only take her to the doc. at first, she was reluctant to go for x-ray. but now, i think she's okay with it but keep on dragging. i know its not good but what else i can do?

well, if i had a choice, i dun mind taking on all her suffering..

almost cant slp well these few days.. sigh.. i sms 五个字, well, just wanted to let it out to someone. i thought he'll call back, he din..

friday. super busy at office these days. though i am covering jes, but im busy with my own stuff, not hers!! gosh..

he called me in the afternoon. told me that he's sick and sorry for the late call. well, we chatted for awhile, he asked abt my mum, he told me somethings abt the xray and that its common and blah, told me not to be worried..

dunno why.. though the things he told me is the same as what my other friends told me, i just felt better after his call.. felt more relieved.. i just felt better...