thurs night. arranged to meet sx. well, we were deciding on where to meet. changed so many places. at first he said wanted to meet me near my place, then changed it to bugis cos i got sudden craving for steamboat, then he said dobby ghaut cos he wanted to go nokia centre. ok.. by then i assumed that he has checked it out that dobby ghaut has got nokia centre thats why he decided to go there.

then? last minute he changed it to orchard. by then, i was already very frustrated that he kept changing places. then? he told me he will be late. !@!@?> he was at home and he can be late!!!???

haiz it made me damn frustrated..

anyway it was a bad choice meeting him. i went for dinner myself cos i was damn hungry and my stomach cannot take it and he had taken a queue number at the care centre. after dinner, i sms him and told him that i go home first.. without him.

i dunno.. i was in a bad mood that day. probably pms.

elmo is back!

yeah elmo is back to office. tanned and sick. she said she had fallen sick over there until now. haiz.

but its nice to see her in office. for BE support staff, i think i can get along best with her. probably because i have known her longer and can communicate better with her in terms of work and other things. for the others, maybe they are young and too hyper and i am too old to follow their super hyperactiveness.. hahaha..

anw elmo did enjoyed the trip and told me it was a good experience for her. grateful for the things we have now is what she told me.

friday. went for my first ipl treatment. gosh, actually quite painful leh. hahhha.. but okay lah, could feel nothing thereafter. and i bought the hydrator and mask from the doctor.. hopefully i dun get a breakout after using that. hehehe!

busy busy busy. with the big activation next week so it has been a busy week for me.

kh. a funny guy. my previous officer. keeps asking me how i am and that i have been very quiet recently. lol..

he keeps showing off his N95 to me. and guess what? he keeps showing off the same things to me. his video lah, his navigator. looking at him, i really hate to expose him that he has already showed me before, so.. i listened to him with great interest. hahaha! oh well, thats him!

i was looking for some things during the week, and i came across my past diaries. read through the stuff i wrote and i found it so funny. perhaps it seemed childish to me when reading it now. hahaha!

i read thru my past diary entries. realised how much i went thru during my past relationship with chris. so painful. i was giving in alots and getting very little. my heart ached when i read thru my past entries.

it was a past relationship. it was a first time for me in life. it was an experience. it made me learnt alot of things. it changed my thinking in relationships. the things that happen before and after our breakup also made me realised the importance of certain things.

my thinking in certain things still has not changed. however some thinkings have changed deeply. i feel that i have matured in some sense, from the way i handle some things and from the way i view certain things.

well, although it was heart breaking. but it made me grow up so i guess it was still all worth it. although the ending wasn't good, but the process was somewhat good and i think thats what all it matters.

happy new year!!!

may the new year brings new hopes, lots of happiness and love, good health to everyone out there!!!

new year=new wishes=new things to do.

i hope to travel this year. i hope to keep myself healthy this year.

新年新希望。 愿每一个人都开开心心。

新年快乐！！！