monday. mc.

went see a doc on sat cos my fever on and off so i was abit afraid. the doc gave me antibiotics. i ate that on sat night and sunday. but then sunday night, suddenly i felt so nausea, and after swallowing my dinner, i had diarrhoea. Yucks! what a bad experience!

and so.. i went to my usual doc on monday. had to get elmo to cover me as my leave cover was on course for three days. (thanks elmo!)

and my doc said, according to my records, i had nv taken that kind of antibiotics before and some ppl's stomach cannot take in certain types of antibiotics.. and so thats why...

well she gave me new medicine and i went home.. rested for a day, going back to work tmr.

woo.. suddenly i feel so happy to go back to work. well, its not that its not good to be at home, but its a bad feeling to be sick at home.

health's really impt...

*****

chatted with ys on sat via msn. he's going on leave soon from 1st may, preparing for his exams. can feel that he's really stressed over exams.

he said he may take mc on monday or tuesday to go golfing with dgua (and dgua's back!).. so i said why not wednesday? since thurs is a holiday. he say there's "show" in office which he wouldnt want to miss..

his colleagues are going to mass resign on wednesday. why the mass resign? cos somebody from that company is going to set up a new company outside and has poached the entire lot of them. ys is going to join them after his exams (i think ).

and why mass resign? cos there is alot of unfair treatment in the company. and the qns again, why MASS resign? cos they wanna throw the company in chaos..

i had a strong reaction when i heard that. i mean, i find his colleagues so childish and unprofessional. do u know that when u mass resign, it sets a very bad record for urself?

i told him direct. i said im glad he's not one of them. and i said that i find them childish and unprofessional. no matter how the company has been to you, i still find that mass resignation doesnt help in achieving anything.. if u feel that company has been unfair, then just quit! why become one of the ones in mass resigning? no value addded, nothing achieved!

but he sounded defensive of his colleagues.

well.. i just hope that he dun hang out with the wrong ppl at work who teach him the wrong values... anyway its just a group of woman.. and yes, only woman will do such silly things.

i missed my mayday concert! i missed my mayday concert! i missed my mayday concert!!!!!!!

SOBS!!!!!

I am damn sad!

If i known, i should have went to see a doctor and taken my antibiotics earlier!!!

If i had known..........

what a long and sickly week...

sunday. i got diarrhoea. ah boy suddenly had a fever. we took him to the 24 hr clinic. he had cough and it was throat inflammation.

took him home and he kept waking up in the middle of the night. my parents and i din sleep, took care of him..

monday morning. i went to work. was super tired. practically din sleep. or slept and then woke up. i took half day off. went home, rested and helped mum to take care of ah boy.

tuesday. went back to home. towards the end of the day, i found myself coughing. sharks, guessed ah boy had spread the virus to me.

wednesday. went to work. but was still coughing. after lunch, i found myself pretty weak and i went to see a doctor and i went home. was on mc on thursday.

wednesday afternoon. i had fever, ate the fever medicine and sweated. was feeling better at night.

thursday. mc. i felt better and went to toa payoh for my hair treatment.

friday. went back to the office. thought jes wanted to brief me since she was on course on the following mon to wed. but ... she took mc instead.
in the office. had a cough. sneezing like crazy.

finally went home. had fever again. ate my fever and cold medicine. slept.

saturday. supposed to be out at night. but my body really weak. fever again.

i hope.. it isnt dengue or something serious....

friday. on leave.

took my mum and ah boy to kbox. well, not a bad experience. just wanna bring my mum to go singing. ah boy was still okay. he was playing initially, wanted us to go home halfway through but we told him that we had to wait for grandpa and then he fell asleep.

幸福的开始就是放手去爱

went to see a chinese doc on thurs. he say my body's heaty and gave me medicine to cool down. i need to take great care of my posture when sitting and carrying heavy stuff.

as for my knee's pain, e doc say my ligament is swollen and he press and push.. kaoz! i felt pain thereafter.

i am reading some books abt buddha teachings and enlightenment stuff. trying to get some peace.

email is the thing that determine my mood recently. waiting isn't a torture. sometimes it is a kind of happiness. unable to describe.

yp's mum chasing her to get married and have kids.
looking at the roses in my room, it reminds me that my mum is also worried abt me. when am i going to bring a bf home? when am i going to get married and proceed to the next stage?

i know she is concerned.. i have been trying hard too.
sometimes it isn't just abt yourself, its abt the ppl around you who are concerned. or worried abt ur future.

when we are young, she worries abt our studies, our future. when we get older, she worries abt my love life.

when will i ever stop her worries abt me?

feeling moody again.

my back's aching. or is it kidneys that's aching? i dunno man. just ache. dunno whats happening to my body. so many pain in areas of my body. am i dying??

sigh :-(

Find myself sooo troublesome. Lucky I dun have anyone by my side now. If not, there will be two persons worrying instead of one worrying. HAIZ.

i read in the papers some days ago.
write abt the things u are thankful for everyday. anything, be it a minor thing or what. yah, although it sounds christian, but suddenly i realised that its a meaningful thing to do. so that you will only highlight ur blessings everyday.

i am starting to write that now. :-) in my food diary. hahahah!


i think i am in a pms moood now. well, it just ended. opps, or is it middle age menopause? lol..

getting pissed off with ys. he keeps asking me why he keeps getting back the same forwarded email that he forward to me.

first time he asked. okay, i explained very nicely to him that i grouped all my personal contacts into one specific group and so when i rec any forwarded emails, i will just send to that group of contacts.

second time he asked me. still, i told him very nicely that i have told him before, and that it makes things easier for me.

its the third time he asked me today!@#!@#@$#
and he added though it seems to make things easier for me, its irritating for him.
!@!@#@$#@$#!#!@!@
i'm like.. so frustrated lor. so i told him, ok lor, then i shall not add his email into that group of contacts and so he will not rec any forwarded emails from me. then he say i sounded hostile.
faints lor.. dunno what he wants me to do man.

the thing is.. its just an email. even if u rec it twice or thrice, be it from the same person or not, (i am sure everybody will rec some email twice, from diff ppl cos ppl do forward emails!!!) just delete lor!!! if u have read it before. is it so irritating???

and he has to ask me again and again.. keep drilling me abt it. IT MAKES ME IRRITATED!!!!
can't u just live with it just like life is abt everybody else has to live with somebody's nonsense??? argh!!

and that 五个字.. on one hand, he keeps telling me that he miss me lah, long time nv see me lah, will try to meet me lah... on the other hand, he keeps telling me that he has just came back from meeting his friend lah, just came back from elsewhere outside..

i find that contradicting lor. i mean, its not like i am dying to meet him but i find it contradicting lor. he sounds like he's so busy with work and studies to meet me but i keep hearing him say that he has just met his friend or just came home from outside.
??????

am i 鸡蛋里挑骨头？？

or am i throwing tantrums out of nothing? i dunno lah.. anyway just irritated abt these two ppl. sigh.
one is a contradicting guy. one is a guy who haven seems to grow up yet, asking so many questions and expects things to go his way.