went to see a chinese doc on thurs. he say my body's heaty and gave me medicine to cool down. i need to take great care of my posture when sitting and carrying heavy stuff.

as for my knee's pain, e doc say my ligament is swollen and he press and push.. kaoz! i felt pain thereafter.

i am reading some books abt buddha teachings and enlightenment stuff. trying to get some peace.

email is the thing that determine my mood recently. waiting isn't a torture. sometimes it is a kind of happiness. unable to describe.

yp's mum chasing her to get married and have kids.
looking at the roses in my room, it reminds me that my mum is also worried abt me. when am i going to bring a bf home? when am i going to get married and proceed to the next stage?

i know she is concerned.. i have been trying hard too.
sometimes it isn't just abt yourself, its abt the ppl around you who are concerned. or worried abt ur future.

when we are young, she worries abt our studies, our future. when we get older, she worries abt my love life.

when will i ever stop her worries abt me?