weekends are here again. been pretty busy at work. my work, never seem to finish.. hahaha.. but somehow being busy is better than being free.

nowadays i dread weekends.. cos i dunno what to do.. go out have fun? stay home and listen to the dreaded noise at home? sian.. i miss work suddenly.. is it a hint for me to pick up more challenging work so that i will be more busy at work? hahaha.. well, everything happens for a reason.

i feel like sending things over. but i am hesitant abt it.
they are looking forward to the trip. but i am not. partly because i scared i will be a burden to them.