this is such a long week. anxiety, nervousness. heart-wrenching.
such a realistic world..

aug our big bear. he left. well, he was intending to resign, but our boss asked him to wait till retrenchment. and so, he left.

although it was good news for him, as well as for ourselves.. but i still couldn't bear to see him go.

he is one nice man. our big bear. always the one to drive us around, treat us to lunch and more.. no more showing of his big fist to me when he walk passes me.. no more big bear....