upset. heartbroken. my heart is aching..

tdy i realise.. somebody i trusted badly.. actually betrayed my trust..

a good man i always referred him to as.. my dad.

he borrowed money from me. saying that it was yong pa whom needed the money. even showed me the sms, from his phone.

tdy i was playing with ah boy's phone.. i saw that same sms, from the sent items to my dad's number.

i was blur.. confused.. then heartbroken cos i realised he was lying to me. he was lying. he was lying.

then again.. it was a lie.. a lie..
why did he do that?

e sadness.. felt familiar.
i had felt that 3 years ago... i confronted him and it ended up badly. was it a wrong step to confront? or maybe i should not confront.. maybe things would turn out the other way and probably happily ever after....

and so.. i decided to keep it in my heart and not let anybody know. afterall, he's my dad, my most respected father. i wont want any unhappiness.....