woke up. din really sleep alot after chatting. we went for breakfast at the hotel before he leaves for sch. he went to sch. i went back hotel.

online. msn with sisters. played sudoku which was displayed in the papers. i spent like 1 hr plus.. brr, lousy!!

went platinum to shop. woo, i bought a t-shirt for him!

he came over to fetch me. we went central world plaza to watch UP the movie. YEAH!

he asked me if i was bored, cos he din acc me for the day.. well, i was pretty bored shopping alone but its okay, i understand he had to do his own stuff.

went chester's grill for dinner. Yummy again! he notices that i like wings and so, he ate the drums and left the wings for me instead!

we bought cheesecake back to hotel for supper. walked around for awhile. he was tired. or rather, we were tired. and so, we went back hotel immediately.

he could wear the t-shirt i bought.. yeah! happy!

he slept early.

me? wasnt in good mood. dunno why, my menses came. dunno why, it just ended 2 weeks ago and it wasnt due yet.. hmm..

woke up at 2am plus. its always like that. we'll sleep first and wake up in the middle of the night to chat. we chatted but ended up with an upset moment.

i asked him if he'll do anything wrong, or what if a girl chased him or willingly seduce him, then what will happen? he din give me a very good answer.. a lousy answer.. he din know what to say, or rather, he din say the 'correct' answer.. he just say he dunno what he'll do.. he said that he cant promise and that i'll feel more upset if he promise me and fail to deliver. so he rather he dun promise so that i wont be so upset if he fails to deliver... ARGH! lousy answer... i was angry, pissed off, but more of upset!

felt like crying. i just tried to sleep thereafter. i was damn speechless.

woke up again. he said sorry and asked if i was upset. well, i was... but..

i pose another qns to him. asked him if he ever thought of bringing me home. he said he wasn't prepared. i was upset, again.

am i not the one? are u just playing with me? he said, no, that wasn't the reason.

reason being, he has no financial ability now. he feels he living off his parents now. bringing me home now would sort of mean requesting his parents to help him feed another mouth. which is a feeling that he dun like..

basically.. he just wants to be financially independent before everything else, which includes acknowledging me and promising me anything. oh well...