tdy.. i was in a daze.
rushing out stuff. and i cant think properly.. dunno what stuff i have submitted...

he said he dun feel like talking abt it anymore and had problem doing his assignment.
seeing that, i felt abit upset.. i felt, i was the cause of it.

i wanted so much to reply him, wanted to give him some encouragement.. but i din know what to say. and i thought probably the last thing he want was an sms from me..

i told him abt my long list of "friends".. trying to scare him away... wondering if he would be turned off by that.

so troublesome of me.. and yet, throw temper and gets temperamental easily.

if i really end up with him, it will be the most wonderful fairy tale of my life.