Super pissed off with myself. I couldnt sleep last night. Jus cos he reached home late. Jus cos he din call me for the entire day except late at night when he's finally alone.

Why is it that i cant sleep when i dun hear from him? I hate this feeling. I hate to be reliant on ppl. I hate being the me now.

I hate to be reliant.... I'm scared of the feeling of losing e reliance.