The last time I was in BKK, I told him something that broke his heart.
I told him.. I have to stay in Spore, to look after my parents.. I have a responsibility to look after them. There is no way I could go over to live with him.. And so he asked, would there be any future for us? I said yes, but our future would be tougher....
He cried. He was sad. He wanted me to live with him. To "force" me to stay with him. Well, I would have wanted that way desperately too. And I definitely would win on my stand.. Cos he had to fulfill his responsibility towards me as a man. He had to come over to take care of me, to earn money to feed me...
I would have gotten things my way if I were to force it..
But what's the point?
He's a good man... But his situation isn't something very ideal for me, not those that I look forward to....
And so.. U don't always get what you want in life....
I told him.. I have to stay in Spore, to look after my parents.. I have a responsibility to look after them. There is no way I could go over to live with him.. And so he asked, would there be any future for us? I said yes, but our future would be tougher....
He cried. He was sad. He wanted me to live with him. To "force" me to stay with him. Well, I would have wanted that way desperately too. And I definitely would win on my stand.. Cos he had to fulfill his responsibility towards me as a man. He had to come over to take care of me, to earn money to feed me...
I would have gotten things my way if I were to force it..
But what's the point?
He's a good man... But his situation isn't something very ideal for me, not those that I look forward to....
And so.. U don't always get what you want in life....
1 Comments:
一切为的是责任。你、他或是双方的家人。一个无法脱离的使命,背负着全天下的责问。选择,好难好残酷。一旦做出了选择却为没选择的路而感到惋惜后悔。人就是如此的愚蠢。毫无私意的你,享有了纯纯的爱,是谁说相爱就该同住、结婚、生子。选择了爱不代表辜负了父母。能找到属于您的避风港是让您父母心安的事。即使您选择了留下,父母也为他们所谓的责任而感到心烦。这不在是一个人的选择了。
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