Went shalley's house today.. Tim's birthday is on 19 Dec... She had organised a birthday celebration for Tim on 18 Dec but I was flying on that day... And she brought forward our gathering to today... But Andrew and Gaius couldnt make it... And so only me and Jawpin n Janice...

Tim was hyperactive.... Kept screaming and fidgeting even if someone was carrying him.... Super active boy.... And he just wont stop.... Not a second..... I was getting irritated with all the fidgeting and screaming.... He wont stop when he's in the car, wont stop when we are already out shopping, wont even stop when he's being carried..... Arghh..... I couldnt stand it......

Although we went to the new shopping centre, Nex at Serangoon.... Although there were alot of new things to see.... But with the boy.... OMG.....

I just wanted to go home..... Though I could get rid of kids when I go out.... But today had to help take care of another kid..... Abit regretted going to her house and see her kid.... Guess I will only meet her alone outside..... Never with her kid again.... Maybe when Tim is older......

Tired of taking care of kids.... Probably I wont want to have kids in future.... The taking care, the hormones changing, the figure and face going haywire.... Spare me......