Losing control...

Today boy's average blood sugar reading has risen... Risen alot from the previous reading.
And I am damn upset now.. I thought he will show improvement.. After taking the chinese medicine.
But no... It has risen quite a fair bit...
Couldn't understand why.. I really need to control his food intake. =(

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Losing control of my relationship..

Told him I Want to go travelling elsewhere. Ideal is to go travel to Taiwan with him = I am going travelling elsewhere with other friends... Not waiting for him to come back to Singapore..

Disliked the fact that he din speak up for me infront of his parents = I dun like his parents, maybe not even his relatives..

I told him I am really pantang over certain things... = I am not willing to tell him things...

When will our communications and interpretations be the same...?

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Losing control of my own temper...

I am losing control of everything.... I dunno what to do now. Confused. When I thought everything was within my control, things turned out otherwise....
And Today I fared badly at something I am in full control.. Boy's reading..

How am I to proceed on....