I see him hanging up on my phone when we are talking about serious matters.. He refusing to take my call when I called him back after he hanged up on my phone...

I see his email to me asking about my sore throat, saying he's sorry for his behaviour and that he cant do alot of things, he's feeling lonely and upset and he needs me...

I see his blog and he said he was alone yesterday.. Went out alone did things alone... I see that he emphasized on being alone...

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Should it be like that...?

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I thought he would understand my frustration, anxiety now.
I thought he should and would be able to put up with my bad temper now.
I thought he would be sorry for his actions and things he said to me in Nov last year. I had to give in before he could and can take back things he said...
I thought my feelings would be his priority now.. Am I feeling better? Am I not in the mood for talk? Before he goes on and on about how lonely he feels, how alone is he and blah...

But no......
He hung up on me... Emailed me cos he couldnt do his things, needed me to talk to him...
His blog was about he being alone and alone and alone.... Nothing abt how I am feeling...

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Anyway human beings are all selfish... I am selfish in the first place by telling him that I have would be going for that one solution no matter what he says... I am thinking for myself only... And probably he is thinking for himself only too....