Damn

I just swallowed that so-called exlir pill, supposed to be good for the body and supposed to be exlir, can heal all kinds after taking for few days.

Cannot imagine we are unhappy now again because of somebody else. Can't imagine our moods are spoilt because of somebody else.

Wanted to be happy today. Wanted to celebrate his after-exams days. Wanted to go over for our anniversary. But... Everything's spoilt.
我不喜欢她。
When will we ever have a "only the two of us life of our own"?

Damn.. I feel like crying again.