Meaningless...

When will the mole on my back ever disappear?
I find that my life is meaningless.. Always living my life for other people.
Earning money, earning leave, scrimp and save.. For other people.

When I want to shop and do some retail therapy, I stop and think and think and think and walk away.

But when I spend money on others, I do nothing but go ahead, click and go, take out wallet and go.

Nothing is ever done for myself.
So meaningless.

I am lost. Again.