Nobody knows.....

I guess its more or less confirmed... I don't think I am going BKK next week.... Its dangerous and getting more dangerous and unpredictable...

I do not know what to do next week... Feels like going somewhere... Doing something.... Now I cannot do it... Feel like buying something for myself but don't know what to buy.....

Actually people have lots of solutions for me.... Like he coming back or we meeting somewhere else.... But I know its not possible.... But nobody else knows.....

It has been lonely, gonna be lonely and more lonely....

Indulging in chocolate again..... Despite the risk of weight gain.....