I am a selfish person

During these time, I finally dared to admit that I am a real selfish person... All those I expected of him is all those things that I didn't like and didn't want to force myself to do.

His thinking was : If I loved him, I would have given in to him and made sacrifice for him.

At that time. I stopped and thought. Did I really not love him?

Now I know the answer. It's not because I don't love him. It's because I love myself more and most.

I guess even if there is any guys appearing in my life in future, I am gonna expect the same things because the answer is I love myself most.