1 week to my birthday and 1.5 week to my Hong Kong trip. Yet.. I am feeling awful.. Stressed about the trip.. Stressed about work.. Awful about... everything. Yes, I have received the notification from ICA to change my NRIC. Yes, 30 years old... Somehow feels odd. Although I don't really look 30 years old, in my dressing.. But I can feel it.. In other ways... Anyway.. Half of my life passed. The remaining years, I really want to live it in my own way...