I remembered there was a time I went to his blog and it was closed...

Dunno why I tried to go into his blog today... And I could see it again....

I am happy at the same time, worried... Afraid that we will quarrel... If everything is too similar to the past, I am scared that we will quarrel and end up like in the past.... We need to do something different... So that we won't end up like in the past.....

But Right now, I only hope he will recover fast....